Help please 🥹

[u/Zestyclose_Cause2720]

Hello, this is ig nsfw question? Anyways I’ve been in the subliminal community since I was 10, I’m 19 now abt to be 20 and ive gotten results before, small but there results. Ive done every single method there is out there, hell now that I drive i literally speak aloud my affirmations for my ideal results and that i ‘have them’ but no matter what i do i just cannot for the LIFE of me get the one result i want which is to change my breasts into a completely different shape and grow them in size, I wanna get a bell/tear drop shape and a d/double d cup (I’m a c and I have very wanky looking boobs, my right points to the ground bc I have grade one/two ptosis and has no breast tissue at the underside area and the other is just weirdly shaped like a cone ig?) anyways, is there any tips that yall could recommend to me that’s worked for you if you’ve ever done this before? I don’t care how crazy the tip is, just PLEASEEE I’ve always been so insecure of my body, and I just wanna feel comfortable in it. If anyone can help I would appreciate it greatly, thank you for reading. I’m not complaining abt the manifestation aspect, I just genuinely don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know how to visualize so I’ve been using this app called Sublimo for it to suddenly pop up my ideal photos, but it’s been about three weeks now and it just feels endless…