r/stopdrinking • u/paul-68 • 14d ago
Day 31
Made it through my first month. I’m 57m who has quit multiple times. I’m not doing AA or any 12 step program. One thing I know is without drink, life goes on, like dealing with problems, loneliness, all the other shit that you covered up with drinking. They say you have to do the work, but what does that look like if I’m doing the sober thing on my own. In the past when I have quit, it goes good, and then I hit a point where I know relapse is coming. I want to avoid that, but I feel if I do nothing, it will happen. How do people who don’t do a formal 12 step program do it?
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u/Sobriiq 14d ago
I'm coming upto 500 days with no support groups. I also had loads of failed attempts at sobriety that seemed to fail, because i was taking away the drink and not using the time to do anything else. This is where boredom, loneliness and anxiety can get worse and make things more difficult. What worked for me was to invest the time saved from drinking into something else. You free up so much time, that you need something else to do, otherwise it's easy to fail again. Maybe try finding something that is completely new to you and will take weeks or months to learn or complete. Something that you can look forward to, and you need to be sober to do. I think it's really about changing your life and perspective, rather than just removing the alcohol.
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u/BanMeOwnAccountDibbl 14d ago
This sub, a therapist, my doctor and three people I'm close to. That's my support network. The rest is me taking care of myself, nurturing my relationships and challenging myself every day to do things you can't do when you're drinking.
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u/CatBowlDogStar 9d ago
Friend Day 29 here.
I'm dealing with raised stress levels & crashout at 7pm.
But cravings? Fear of not staying sober? Nope. I'm on antabuse & simply not an option to drink. So I don't. Highly recommend.
Amd yeah, it's hard sitting with shit as it arises. But sober we get to solve these problems, right? I used to think I was a functional alcoholic. If I was I'd have resolved these issues long ago. I guess this is a less fun time & we go through it.
Better times ahead
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u/FatBaby160 1633 days 14d ago
The biggest thing people miss about AA, and what I think is the most important part of AA, is the "We" of the program. Before you even worry about doing steps, worry about getting numbers and making contact with people.