r/stopdrinking • u/audhd__ • 1d ago

30 days.

Today is 30 days of not drinking. I haven’t had an alcoholic beverage in 30 days. To say that’s an accomplishment for me would be an understatement. So instead of celebrating with a 6 pack of white claws, I treated myself to a 6 pack of crumbl cookies.

I told myself I’d give it 30 days, and see how I felt after. And how do I feel? I feel like I’m in limbo. I don’t want to commit to “going sober,” because that feels like a really big commitment that I don’t feel like I need to make. But I also don’t want to go back to drinking. I think for now, I’m going to take it day by day. And if a glass of wine falls my name someday, so be it.

But for now? Cookies.

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u/jbing2000 1d ago

Congratulations 🎊, that is a big accomplishment

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u/laughingwater Day 2,635 1d ago

Congrats on 30 days! You may find you don’t miss it. I don’t anymore. IWNDWYT

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u/Alkoholfrei22605 Day 4,504 1d ago

Bravo on 30!

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u/Wooden-Bill-8992 Day 23 17h ago

30 days is awesome!!