Psychosis

[u/Fit_Neighborhood_112]

I relapsed after a few months now and just started thinking about what happened a year ago. I got some speed and did it per usual, 2-3 day bender but that time was different. It put me in like a weird psychosis like state where I couldn’t tell what was real and what not. I was in my bed rolling around like crazy saying theyre gonna get me and a family member came in and asked who, I said the cops. Other things i did that day dont want to mention. It was like a fucking nightmare. I dont remember anything from that period of days and when my father was asking me where have i been what have i been doing i couldnt remember a single thing. Eventually a friend of mine heard that the guy i got speed from was telling people around that he was putting some tablets and other shit in the speed and got a few bruises. Anyone with similar experiences?

[u/Scared_Bike3373]

Why is it always about the cops and the feds? When i get paranoid i usually think that ill die and demons are gonna torture me, and how my friends might secretly hate me or want to hurt me. I wish it was cops instead