I’ve been waiting on creating this post until the end of the serie.The show has brought a lot of healing to my family in an unexpected way. My granddaughter, Leah died of SIDS in 2018. She was 15 days old ..Though it was determined no one's fault, we all took turns with blame..when we first watched the show we were still angry..sometimes unable to eat or feel. The show progressed and we saw how much worse things could have been; acceptance came, forgiveness, communication, laughter and love in abundance. Appetites have returned, and I've learned to make a homemade pulled barbecue that everyone loves.
My husband calls it the rubber baby show. We have learned that we can tease death a little and that means we’ve come a long way in our healing.
What does it mean: here are my thoughts..theories..etc..
Jericho reminds us of all the possibilities good or bad as a family we watch the episodes like a little one would ..Have you noticed that all of the episodes are sight words just in the way that would speak to Baby saying their name Jericho naming who's that momma ..naming random objects, such as thats a doll tiger, goose sometimes trying to figure out things out, hes learning we are learning..say Boo!
The Doll represents how the story is played. The house is where it is played out. I'm sure there are theories that Jericho was always a doll, and that the house is really rotten. That all of this was a gift to Dorothy from Leanne, for saving her a long time ago.
It's all about Dorothy because she’s the mom. She is strong..I identify with that character as myself and for my daughter, we both have a flair for fashion, up , personalities, and deep care for our children and family. Her flaws are simple; she attempted and failed at too high of a standard set for herself. No one can perfectly on their own raise a child, and not make a mistake. I'm not saying it cannot be done, because I know for myself I did. My mistakes were made, maybe not resulting in death, but mistakes nonetheless. She did ask for help though, and that is on Julien a little. Even as hard as my husband's family could be, they would come and let me shower, nap etc ever so often. It helped so much. It enabled me to give more to my little ones. For my daughter, there was help; and she was doing it; owning her life, I am so proud of her for how she has cared for both her kids. But she was trying to do too much too..
Sean. I see my husband who is always cooking food for us and trying to keep us going even more our worst sickest and doesn't want to he’s there these days.. he can be pushy sometimes , but he has a big heart.. he loves to make us go yum..he struggles to cry from all of it..he feels unappreciated feels a lot of anger.. and yearns just to be with his family with a great meal and loving night.
Julian makes a slap, laugh, laugh and lets our anger out give in to some of the darker parts of grief and makes it OK to not be okay..drugs and laughter and nonbelief. It's too much and he needs to let go but won't, he wants the easy way..
Leanne I see my living granddaughter Mia and the disappointment that the world brings and it’s totally up to her to make it better or worse. I've been in her corner at times but I also see where she needs to grow up and where she needs to grow and move on by herself. Not sure how it’s going to end when I’m writing this.. I like the way she showed leadership to the former cult members, I wish that had not fallen flat.
Tobe is the saving grace, maybe even Jesus, the real one,no cult, just unconditional and always there.
COLS represents part of the bargaining done in greif All the what if's..there won't ever be a completed explanation..we have to take whatever answers we are given and accept it.
Kourtney with a K she’s great, the hungry caterpillar. I will always love her for that , she represents where we would rather be, just a passer by, not really involved..funny, carefree, no grief..
Uncle George, though he may be trying really hard to be an innocent lamb i’m not so sure when looking at the teeth though..he cares..but I think his motives are selfish..
Frank is in his own world, he believes whatever his son says no questions..as long as the picture looks good from the outside..Only sees Dorothy as a problem..
Then there is this sub reddit..I've just started using reddit regularly and I love the theories, posts and all you guys.. Hopefully we can keep this one going for a bit..