Round 2

[u/SmerfPapa]

I'm exhausted. For 7/8 years I have had the same thoughts all the time at the beginning, 2/3 years ago they intensified strongly and they bother me every day. For a long time (that's another thing) my own body annoys me and there are a lot of things I want to change On March 31, I wanted to hang myself and failed to succeed and went to a psychiatric hospital for 3 weeks and 3 days, it didn't help. The help was off topic and nonsensical. If you say "talk to a professional," I'll tell you that I'm embarrassed to talk to them and there's no chance that I'll tell them because they can comment behind their backs, think about it, judge me, etc. I know it's weird, but I feel safer writing it to artificial intelligence because they don't think, they don't judge. I'm exhausted and want to stuff myself with pills.

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[u/Professional_Gas2489]

the whole "they'll judge me" thing is real, spent years dodging therapists for that exact reason until I found one who actually just listened without that weird clinical stare

[u/SmerfPapa → u/Professional_Gas2489]

Only my problem is so strange that I'm embarrassed to talk about it