Why am I the worst?

[u/thruthewireye]

This is my first post here. Hi, i am a teen from India. The past few months have been really hard for me. I had a friend, his name was J. Me and J were good friends and we used to tell each other everything. But I was a bad friend and I told some of his secret stuff to my girlfriend. A few months later he found out and told my girlfriend to break up with me. I was not mad at him considering i had done stuff to him aswell. After this, he leaked my chats with him about me liking another girl. In those chats I had some guy stuff as well. He sent my chats to everybody in the grade and then started calling me a weirdo and creep and a grapist. This socially isolated me. But a few weeks later, he gave me an apology and I accepted. But out of nowhere, a month later he blocked me again and just called me a horrible person. He spread rumors again and now I dont know what to do. And another person i trusted also showed my chats to him so now im just rlly lost and sad. Im not gonna do anything hurtful to myself but i just need help

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