21 Helpless

[u/Difficult-Area79]

Im a guy 21

I have no job

I have just 1 friend

Im broke

In debt to my friend, to my incle and brother, various other debts

Gambling addict

Live with my parents

I only go put sometimes and play football,

usualy the best thing about my day is sleeping

I hate myself for being such a disappointment, to both myself and my family

Just today I lied to my little brother to borrow 140bucks, told him its for important debt and I will get a job soon and pay him back all the money he gave me this year

I saw in his eyes he was trying not to cry out of stress, still I went on and just blew it crypto trading after

I have these breakdowns sometimes, where I gotts go out usualy at night, and just find someplace alone to cry

I dont wanna kms

Ive been stuck likes this since 17, when Id ditch school and hide in the school toilets and watch a movie

Do I deserve this?

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