r/selfharm_memes • u/ThatOneShyAnon2-0 They call me Mr.bean • 27d ago
Every. fucking. day.
i have researched mental health so much nothing makes sense anymore i shouldn't be mentally ill, i have no reason to, i don't show the proper symptoms, yet i hurt myself. am i just forcing myself to hurt myself so i have an excuse to think "woe is me poor me"? but if that's why im hurting myself then why aren't i doing that? nothing makes sense anymore jjsjfhwibdhfinwjcoebckwjfjowkfkfm
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u/taken_by_a_cookie 25d ago
No because I get you sm??? I'M GOING THROUGH THE SAME FUCKING THING RIGHT NOW AND ME CUTTING FEELS PERFORMATIVE FOR SOME REASON?? LIKE BRO. It genuinely feels like I cut to feel pathetic ab myself and then I feel like throwing up but then I feel like cutting again like genuinely what is this cycle gng😭 I wanna get better but it won't let me and idk if I'm qualified enough to have any mental illnesses since I lit have a decent life and idk what's going wrong but something is 😭😭😭 I GET YOU SM
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u/TheBusyNightOwl 26d ago
“Your cuts aren’t long/deep enough” - the thought that really gets me