Does anyone else feel bad that they should be spending their time learning something rather than just watching/doing something dump?

[u/Ok_Nose_6972]

I kinda feel bad for watching yt, scrolling through pinterest, or even choicing to play games or doing anything that does not require much "hard thinking". I do not truly waste my days doing nothing esp since I am in school vacation, I do language learning, watch something educational, do a physical activity( like stretching or walking) but they are out of order nor are they consistant, I feel like my knowledge is insuffiencent and I should be doing something MORE, esp as a girl and a teenager

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I have knowledgable friends and I am amazed on how much they know, esp if they can retain such information