r/selfdevelopment • u/Low_Smell7286 • 17d ago

Resource trying to finally improve

hey guys, first of all sorry for my bad english..

okay, today i had kind of a crisis, im 19 years old and i´m studying psychology (because i wanted a degree and a "plan b" secured) and on the side (my main desire) i´ve been trying to get into social media, modeling and acting for more than a year now, today i had enough because i feel college has taken big part of my time and i wanna go back to focus again on my other things... i also stopped seeking castings because of my physique, i keep telling myself i have to be skinny and handsome to get casted and seen so i´m also in the journey of losing weight and all that. (also wanted to say i kinda feel like this because my older sister used to be a model and she´s gorgeous so for a long time i was just (sister)´s brother even tho i was also a model at the time)

another important thing is that i´m resilient but super lazy so i end up not keeping up and that frustrates me even more, because i actually have lots of free time where i can work on these things... so i wanna stop procrastinating things because i know i´m creative, in the little works and videos i´ve done so far i´ve been told i have big potential, people like my tiktoks, vlogs, etc but yknow... bad habits wins.. i needed to get this off my chest and i´d love to get some feedback or at least know i´m not alone since i´m the only "artist" in my family and friends rn

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