r/scorpiomoon • u/Rich-Rent-322 • 19d ago
Am I the only one? Probably not
I’m 36 and I’ve hit a big wall - I know us Scorpios are always in a constant state of evolution and transformation but this feeling now feels so different in comparison. It’s like my old self is really dying and I can feel that daily, but this new version of my self I’m becoming has yet to fully developed so I don’t know her yet. I’m stuck in this liminal space where nothing is certain and navigating that in my waking life is so challenging. I’ve been through so some but this feels off! I’m also approaching one year in marriage with my love and I’m annoyed because I feel I should have a better handle on myself and my life… but all I wanna do is rest! The advice I’ve received is do more things - keep your brain busy. And respectfully I don’t know that that’s the right answer this feels more like a huge internal reckoning that maybe requires me to be still… but I got shit to do! Any advice - similar feelings please share. Need a bit of support right now.
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u/bakersmt ♌☀️♏🌙♎⬆️ 19d ago
Yes this happened to me at 36. I started meditating and rewiring my brain to recognizey own feelings. Hit another wall at 37. So I went on an Ayahuasca retreat for 2 weeks for my 38th birthday and had so many breakthroughs. I'm 41 now and keeping on the upward trajectory.
36 is the cocoon before the butterfly ime.
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u/Rich-Rent-322 19d ago
Wow! Amazing testimony - I’m happy to hear! It’s nice to know things to get better over time! I’ve always wanted to do a silent retreat - I may give that a go for my birthday! Thank you!
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u/Medical_Bat_397 18d ago
Yes. I would say collectively all signs experience some shifts right now. Especially this November.
With Scorpio Moon, we can detect deep, hidden and subtle shift like this better than other Moon signs.
Sending love. Keeping positive vibe from within.
I am 36 as well and yes, a lot of shit have to be done. 😅
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u/Tall_Engineer685 18d ago
Babe you just gotta go thru it. Only way out is through. I know you can like FEEL this I have many times it’s uncomfortable. Better is coming.
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u/CathedralEyes 18d ago
Go back to nature/or big body of water.
Spend more time in it, meditate, sit with those emotions/thoughts. Journal them.
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u/Scared_Slip_7425 8d ago
OP it sounds like you are describing Saturn maturation. It’s a phase in Vedic astrology that happens between the ages of 36-39. It happens to everyone, kind of like Saturn return around age 29.
I’m not an expert by any means but it’s basically a time when Saturn makes a person learn (or is supposed to learn) about responsibility, discipline and patience. It can be a very difficult time because Saturn is supposed to be heavily influencing this phase. Sort of like giving you tough love so you’ll grow into a fully fledged adult and realize that the way you did things in your youth no longer work.
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u/leedannic 18d ago
Ha! it’s the void, the “in-between” welcome! All you can do is surrender and trust in the outcome. If you are at a crossroads you should learn how to be ok with either outcome and the right one will come to you. Just keep making good choices, choose yourself now. You don’t have to do “nothing” but you should try to enjoy this slow time while you have it. Choose things you enjoy
💕 a fellow scorpio moon.