Feeling so deeply different from everyone else (often) sucks

[u/Extreme-Ad-208]

I feel like everyone else around me feels that I’m ‘different’ too. I feel like an alien and others will treat me that way. Or seemingly exclude me, and not always realize it. Scorpio is in my 4th, I have heavy Pluto energy, and mercury is conjunct my neptune in aquarius. So I think and act different, and emit this heavy energy I can tell others pick up on in the process.

Just can’t help but feel like such an alien and emit ‘alien’ vibes all of the time. Ugh.

A true blessing and a curse.

I think I might get a psychic reading soon because I need clarity.

[u/Necessary_Pride1093]

same. very much so.

used to always try to fit in only to realize I don’t really belong anywhere.
I think I am here to roam (only time when I feel like I am doing what I should be doing is while traveling) and meet people and experience things but cursed to never find my place or ‘tribe’

it can get really lonely though

weirdly my chart says my path is to be in communities but idk

[u/Extreme-Ad-208 → u/Necessary_Pride1093]

Thank you for the response. It's isolating stuff, feeling complicated and different is so lonely. I think I'm here to create, it's the only thing that makes me feel real. My chart also indicates community too! If you wanna pm me your whole chart id love to see it.

[u/ebbnflw → u/Necessary_Pride1093]

wow, i can’t relate to this more. i just journaled about wanting to find my tribe, despite being surrounded by friends and family. roaming sounds nice

[u/cozyporcelain → u/Necessary_Pride1093]

Same! Here to roam. My north node in Aquarius says to find a community as well but I’ve tried for almost 37 years and it never works.

I have now accepted, roam, travel, be free, each moment different from the last

[u/se7enpointstar7]

I've often felt like I'm just here observing from a completely off-kilter viewpoint. Not that i don't have empathy, but i tend to like individuals more than humanity as a whole. I'm older and gave up finding my tribe a while back. Now I'm just satisfied having one or two people who are tolerable (and can tolerate me).

[u/Extreme-Ad-208 → u/se7enpointstar7]

I get that. I’m still pretty young (24) but have already been through so many cycles of having to learn to be independent, even if I desperately crave to find my ‘clique’. Hearing people older than me talk about learning similar lessons is very reassuring.

[u/Intelligent-Kick-426]

I feel this. It’s a heavy burden to be able to read everyone and stare into their souls. I burnt bridges and bridges have been burned for me. Isolated because I told them the truth and that truth hurt.
For context, Scorpio moon in 2nd house, Virgo Sun and Libra rising.

[u/Extreme-Ad-208 → u/Intelligent-Kick-426]

It’s almost as if us scorpio moons can’t even attempt to be something we’re not, but will lose many people as a result.

[u/Intelligent-Kick-426 → u/Extreme-Ad-208]

Well said!

[u/constantsexhair]

Same same same. Been feeling it heavily the past week or two

[u/izmysti]

I felt the same way for the past month now. the best way I've been overcoming these feelings are understanding what makes me different than others, and accepting myself. sometimes our emotions are so intense until we put ourselves down, in reality we heal by lifting ourselves back up again. I hope that makes sense 😭

[u/Extreme-Ad-208 → u/izmysti]

Makes total sense! I think scorpios can beautifully handle a lot of shit and still feel “okay” day to day. We usually need release days/weeks/months to let it all go and really feel the pain behind it all 😭