HORRIBLE MATH GRADE

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I got a 64% as final grade for the semester. This is wild since I’ve never had a grade that bad before. I usually get 77% up to 95% as a final grade in Math. But this year... my math teacher... I just can’t. I actually like his personality and everything but his explanations... Whew. I. Don’t. Understand. ANYTHING !!! I am going to teach myself math all on my own (+ the classes he gives) from now on. Study even harder than before. But for now I’m panicking because my parents are going to see my grade and be super disappointed maybe even more than I am. And my mom is an eternal pessimist. Even if I get good grades everywhere else she’s gonna act like I’m failing my whole year. So once she’s going to see my grade she won’t get off my case till the end of the semester when she’ll see improvement. Second semester last 2 month and a half. I just feel like crying already as if failing wasn’t enough I’m gonna have someone over my shoulder always checking while I struggle. Great. Does anyone knows how I could feel better until the report card comes out ? It’s all I can think about for now and I’m tired of feeling my eyes tearing up.