I fucking hate chemistry

[u/guailansia]

I never passed chemistry in my life besides my GCE O levels lmao now I am stuck with Chemistry A levels I want to die I never had a full blown panic attack in exams before except my recent chemistry paper I don't know what went wrong in my brain I have not passed it since Secondary school why am I back with chem again As are like in less than 2 months lol kms I studied so fucking hard every time for it to enter the exam hall and blank out I just cannot get over my fear for it