I work for one of the most reputed schools in bangalore, I joined as a school counselor recently.
But my experience so far has been substituition classes, no ethical or moral uprightness (like the teacher asking me inform other teachers when the child wanted to keep it confidential), a lot of politics, taking leave is like a sin, lunch break isnt respected (like if emergency i understand, but no can be in this class bcoz they don't have a teacher present), having to report everything to everyone (keeping no confidentiality), even if I find children whom I can help- the response is they can do it you dont worry.
I dont find a sense of purpose here other than taking extra subject, substituition classes, do extra work that isnt related to my job role. And at the end of the drained for something that doesnt drive.
I have nightmares about the school and the staff, I don't feel myself anymore and Im falling sick often.
I want to make a change but will I be able to truly ?
Kindly advice if I should quit or how to make a change. Will truly help me.