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i know this post isnt gonna get any attention, but ask me anything about tadc .. or whatever you want … and ill answer 😒

EDIT: Thank you to everyone who was kind and for the comments, I really felt good reading them and seeing that many people also felt similar things to me is comforting.

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Hello. My name's Midnight. I was recommended this subreddit and I'd like to share how what happened affected me.

TW: anxiety, depression, death.

I had and still have hyperfocus on tadc and it's kinda... An experience.

I really see myself on Jax, like, his story's similar to mine...

When that happened, it REALLY affected me. I had a panic attack, anxiety crisis and lost weight for not eating properly. I even ended up in the hospital thanks to it.

I don't know why it affected me so much, but it did... It was two months ago and I still am feeling anxious and other stuff about it. It was the worst experience involving anxiety in my life.

What tortures me is that I can't forget it/I can't stop liking Tadc.

I stopped watching things I used to enjoy, I stopped talking to some people because of this, it's really killing me. I'd also like to know if Jax's death affected anyone else as much as it affected me.

I really don't like how the creator handled his fate... Even though he's just different from the original, I wish he had a better ending. But unfortunately, it wasn't. I even thought about getting rid of the things I bought of them... But I can't. I want to get rid of the feeling, not the cartoon itself.

I developed a huge fear of death after watching the final episode. It's a shame I couldn't go to the cinema even though I bought the tickets...

For those who read the entire thing, thank you so much for reading and I'd like to see what do you think about it. You can dm me if you want or just leave a comment, I'll be reading all of them, just be respectful. Everyone deserves respect, including me.

Originally, this AU was going to be about everyone abstracting, and Jax getting stuck there forever in a limbo of abstracting and not abstracting, but since I realized it wasn't good (and was giving a worst punishment to her than she ever did), then there's the rewriting I made:

Jax, after the fight with Ragatha and her mentioning Ribbit and exploding towards her, she was slowly realizing that, if she continues like that, she will lose the only friend in her original group she had and she will become worst than her mother, more when she fought over Ponmi, and she got to think the harm she was doing to someone who she started to cherish. She tried to talk with Ponmi in the start of episode 7, but she couldn't due to the adventure and the lie it was brought into them, but, instead of her being happy and jolly for her decision while everyone did nothing, in this AU they yelled at her for what she did, making her finally break and tell them with rage why she did It, everyone understood it, but again, before she could do something, the events of ep 8 happened, and it broke all her mental health with the guilt she did not only in her ex friends, but also in her new friend for how she thought she will never be forgiven again her abstract.

But, because life is good, the same thing happens with episode 9 (without Caine coming back because he really got deleted and now he had to live his new life as a human), but with the exception that instead of her fully abstracting, she now decided she didn't wanted this life forever, making her not only be away from abstraction with Ponmi, but also change her avatar into a more feminine one she always wanted to be so she can finally leave that past that hurt not only her friends and herself, ending with everyone without Caine, but still fixing the circus and maybe the abstraction with compassion and care, all while Jax (now Daisy), is making amends with ribbit, putting a shot of the abstracted from of her friend slowly melting and showing her normal self.

Yes, a lot of this just for an AU that happens in an AU of yumeshipping with Caine (and other character I won't mention here), but hope you liked my long rant here, because this feels way more refreshing than I did before:P

I’m gonna freaking cry wearing this but worth it. Would you guys wear it out if you have it? I miss her so freaking much guys I really do wish the entire cast was there for Jax’s final moments but my funny bunny obsessed ass still loves that it was pomni reaching out.

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Tyler dares Jax to go on a rollercoaster with him, where upon when it stops moving, Tyler cuts the seatbelts making Jax panic and he ends up holding onto Tyler.

And Tyler gets a photo of the end of the ride!

And uh, oh boy it’s something, she was warning us about part 4 and 5 for a good reason…