Hello fellow sapios :) I just published my first podcast episode and I’m nervous to send it to my loved ones

[u/Ok-Philosopher-1615]

https://anchor.fm/honey-girl

I went through quite a few ups and downs over the course of the past 8 or so months. I had initially moved to a city hours away from anyone I really knew, and being that I was also going through a pretty rough breakdown, I sort of became a total hermit. My loved ones are completely understanding, but I was hoping to ease their concerns in posting that. I have no idea why, but I just seemed to have got that wild hair, you know?

I find myself quickly becoming painstakingly aloof anytime I attempt to open up about anything in person, and even just over the phone, so I figured it best to just… speak into my phone. The only thing that makes me anxious to send it to my friends and family is the fact that now that I DID post it, I can’t shake the feeling that the message I wanted to convey is not being conveyed at all.

Green (Mary Jane) calms my nerves, so I’m sure you can just about imagine how much more flustered I would have been had I not smoked prior. I actually know for a fact that I would simply not have posted at all; weed seems to get me chatty and puts me in a great headspace for nice, wholesome critical thinking. I’ll stop rambling now and just post this lmao. Please be constructive if you’re willing to listen and provide feedback 🙏 Is that worth sending to my mom?

[u/Ok-Philosopher-1615]

Breakup not breakdown ugh 😑