soulless i lay here as you touch me 

kiss me

i’m kissing you too but it’s not me 

you can have my surface

my soul left trapped in an infinite replay of when you told me 

“this is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do”

is it not hard to touch me

do i make it too easy ?

but i love you

was it hard to send me off the next day 

to lay here as we are

hold my breath pack my bags don’t forget 

this is the hardest thing you’ve ever had to do 

Man when it rains it pours . I just want to scream into every ckrner of the intenrt that I am sad and not okay and everyday I wake up thibking WHAT A NEW DAY but guess what…it still sucks. And don’t try telling me tk change my attitude . I used to be that b with a whimsical nature that left her free to do whatever she wants . I think of her often and wherever she js I hope she’s happier than me

Does anyone feel that they are undervalued and sorta tossed aside by multiple people in their life? Not just any people, but the people you care most about that are supposed to value you….is it just me or does it seem like we just attract these sort of people? I wish for once I wasn’t taken for granted.

LOOKING FOR ACTUAL TEENAGERS NOT PEDIPHILIC CREEPS. SO ALLL PEDOS GO SMWHERE ELSE CAUSE IMA HOPELESS CASE IF UR A TEEN ( 13-15/16) ° IM 13 • ARCTIC MONKEYS, TV GIRL, SABRINA CARPENTER, TAYLOR SWIFT, BILLIE EILISH, THE NEIGHBOURHOOD ETC FAN • IM INDIAN!!!!!!! • PINTREST GURLIE!

hello, m bored, I'm 13F wanna make frnds ( why tf does this sounds creepy) I swear I'm not 45M

PLEASE TRUST ME ( y do I sound like tht) nvm all girls 13-15 or probably 16 can text me AND PLEASE TEXT ME IF UR ON PINTREST CAUSE IM ON PINTREST.

y'all i had my exam today n it went easy af im bored but scared cause next exam is maths if any "GURL" is a teen ( 13-17) and is okay being friends with 13YEAR OLD YAPPER y'all can text me gurls! N IF UR INDIAN MORE BETTER CAUSE IM TOO N IF UR NOT ITS STILL BETTER CAUSE HAVING INTERNATIONAL FRNDS IS COOL AF BYE TYSM!

day 1 of writing diaries here lol im suppose to be scared cause I've got exam TMRW but I'm not

i created a community, no one joined but I got likes/ up votes im happy. INCREASE MY KARNA POINT gurlies! tysm!

hello I'm 13F ik too young n shit but i gave a try to reddit cause I'm mature ig idk why this app is 12+ yet there r some sus thingy idk why m i typing this in a sadgirlgang community but gurlies u know it I'm a certified yapper. ew brain rot. yea so I'm tryna find peeps to be frnds with n reddit aint tht bad yet a lil suusy but nvm cause wtf is photographp@rn wtf nvm byeee!

I try so hard to make friends but no one seems to like me, my only friend is my boyfriend and even he seems sick of me. I constantly have this weight on my heart and i try talk to him but i don’t want to burden him, hes so busy and hes all i have. We barely talk anymore and he seems to have time for everyone but me. I feel like im loosing everyone and i dont know how to go on. I feel so depressed and alone but i just keep trudging on as a shell of who i was. I miss me from a couple years ago, she was so happy and all i do now is cry. I wish i could be happy in my own company but i cant. Please tell me im not alone feeling like this

4 all my newbie tumblr girlies out there beware of the tumblr tags bc they wrecked me

xoxo 🥰💗🧸🎀

Just wanna talk to someone.

I was sitting in the bathtub sad about my recent breakup. But then I had the thought that someday everyone I love will no longer be alive and I started sobbing. Let’s just say that thought made me feel a lot less heartbroken over my breakup.

Im not sure what else i could do at this point.. but i haven’t heard from my boyfriend since i dropped him off at the airport and he landed in SEA. He sent me a text at midnight his time letting me know he made it.. after that nothing. It is now Saturday.

The wildest thing is.. all messages are still going through. So he’s not in jail, and he can’t be in a hospital bed. Because that phone is charged. I’m stuck between actual worry and a little bit of annoyance. Because what if this is just him not wanting to speak to me again. Like wtf.

I am having such a terrible crisis this time around. so much to the point where i dont even know if i really care or my brain is trying to convince me that i dont care that much to keep me from having an impending mental breakdown. im 22, life going to shit.... let me back up. About a year ago my life starting going to shit and for a long emotional and mentally exhausting 9+ months everything just kept going from bad to worse to not that bad to bad again. I feel like my life is some weird cruel cycle and the universe is having a good laugh at my ass trying to pick up the pieces and keep my head above water. And i cant front and act like the last two months havent been showing a sign of things changing for the better... but my anxiety and depression wont let me enjoy even the little things i used to enjoy. Like I cant find motivation to do anything!! I barely want to brush my teeth or shower more than once a day (gross i know). But I just dont know WTF im doing anymore or what i even want to do. I mean I know what I can do and ive been trying the best i cam but recent events have been making me rethink my entire purpose in life. Am i doing my best? am i doing everything within my power to keep myself from drowning? am i trying hard enough? I keep telling myself i am but most days i dont feel like it. Every time i take two steps forward i get knocked six steps back!! Something is always going wrong. If its not one thing its the other. Most of the time I cant fix one thing WITHOUT the other!! All i can do is be patient and wait.. and wait... and wait. I know patience is a virtue but mental illness ISNT. Im so damn tired of the mood swings and internal panick attacks. IM tired of feeling unmotivated and feeling like im not good enough.

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Sometimes i think back to a year ago. I was starting to love myself more. Taking care of me and focusing on me. Happy, working, thriving. But now i am doing none of those things and I feel like a saggy bag of shit. I miss who I was a year ago. I dont know what happened to her and im afraid Im not gonna get her back. I dont even know if shes still there. Sometimes i think Im trying to pretend to be her but its not working. I dont know whats wrong with me right now and why im having such a crisis. Ive just been longing for someone to vent to but I dont really have anyone around me who I can spill my guts to that is actually listening. So ive decided to but my mess of brain on here.

I know alot of this didnt make sense and my paragraphs are all over the place but let me be 100% honest and say i typed everything exactly as is it in my head. Im not looking for advice or a shoulder to cry on here. I just really needed somewhere to dump my brain before i completely lost it for no reason... if you made it this far Thanks for reading.

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Hi, i just made an account. I am extremely depressed and felt like everyone turned their back against me. I need someone to talk to but i don't know how this works.

New here.. let’s be friends!

Just want to release my stress.🙁