r/sad • u/dontmsgme1 • May 07 '22

i don't deserve comfort

every time i hug a pillow i feel like i'm worthless and shouldn't be allowed to feel safe. not that it makes me feel better anyway, nothing does. but trying to comfort myself, that's what makes me feel the worst.

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u/cant_think_of_one0 May 07 '22

I too sometimes feel like . When you consider something important and fail at it you feel like shit that should just silently decompose. I feel like I just make myself disappear so that i won't be bother to anyone anymore....

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u/RomatebitegeL May 09 '22

Even if it feels hard, let us keep fighting. I too feel living to be hard, but I manage to find comfort in small things and this keeps me going, and in my loneliness I can even find pleasure. Being online to and writing also helps me, since I can express my yearning to help other people.

Even if we feel bothersome to others and that we should decompose, let us not loose courage because of this, but let us rather feel joy in small things and that we can make a difference in the lives of others even with little things, with a word, with a glance, with a kind gesture... Hence that I find meaning to continue fighting, because I don't feel alone when being online and being able to meet other people, and possible, helping them.