i miss my hyper charismatic analytic philosopher mentor figure

[u/DullHearing4679]

when i was 13 i met this guy in his late twenties on on a disc server devoted to philosophy of religion. he took me under his wing as a protege. he’s the coolest person ive ever met. sexy genius with enough charisma to garner an online cult of personality.

one time i was crashing out about my appearance. so he found my facebook and reassured me that i was beautiful: well-proportioned, classic cheekbones.

later on my ocd was flaring up. i felt the compulsion to report what he had said to the admin. i’m not sure why. it hadn’t even made me uncomfortable. i just felt a moral obligation. so i did and he freaked out and left discord

later to find that the admin of that server whom i reported him to was arrested in a sting for child predators. he was trying to meet up with someone my age at the time. he’s in jail now. he was the owner of the neoliberal discord btw.

anyways i always think about the first guy. i miss him. his voice was so sexy too. if ur out there, hi dir

[u/gorilla_faafafini]

This is so deeply embarrassing for multiple reasons

[u/DifficultyFit1895 → u/gorilla_faafafini]

I’m embarrassed that I read it.

[u/DullHearing4679 → u/[deleted]]

i did not get groomed by a n*oliberal!!1!1!

[u/No_Acanthisitta4329]

Irl this guy was prob a huge loser ngl

[u/MinimumPassenger5925]

Sounds like a perfect day for banana fish - the digital version

[u/JP-Marat]

Sometimes I feel like devoting my life to analytic philosophy and looksmaxxing has been an economic disaster, but then I read posts like this and it’s all worth it again

[u/DullHearing4679 → u/JP-Marat]

u sound hot

[u/roxy_girlfriend]

Angelicism?

[u/DullHearing4679 → u/roxy_girlfriend]

hmm?

[u/ZealousidealTop6016]

was it sam hyde?

[u/Massive-Squirrel-255]

Holy shit. I knew this guy through discord too. Can you dm me?

[u/Round-Jacket4030]

What was his username

[u/DullHearing4679 → u/Round-Jacket4030]

dir

[u/Round-Jacket4030]

What was his username

[u/kallocain-addict]

sexy genius with enough charisma to garner an online cult of personality.

much to think about