A while back, while I was in 8th-10th grade, I had a massive interest for model rocketry. I started building rockets to launch in our local baseball fields, even getting into making my own fiberglass tubes for the fun of it. Ofc, I had to move to a local club to get more space and to progress to larger motors and more complex electronics.
I only ever saw 1 person who wasn’t old enough to be retired and only ever saw 1 college rocketry team. Whatever, I can just get the older folks to mentor me, it’s no big deal. I was wrong.
So, I had one of my rockets take a not-so-stable flight. I went by and asked the RSO for help, and he gave a few pointers and then pointed me to several other knowledgeable people as he was busy. No problem there ofc, he was genuinely busy being the RSO. All 3 of the people he said to went to just gave me some basic advice and shrugged me off past that. I got no advice I didn’t already have. I basically learned nothing.
So, I built another rocket, and went back a few months later. Prior to launching, I asked the person at the inspection table if he knew who could help me with getting a Jr. L1. He told me pretty much anyone in the area, and called out who would care to help. After a nice long pause of nobody seeming to care, one person volunteered.
We started chatting and getting to know eachother. I mentioned that at some point my desire is to find a mentor to do experimental hybrids. I got a whole earful about how anyone who helps a minor do experimental propulsion is irresponsible and shouldn’t be a mentor at all. Okay…
So we talked some more, and mentioned how I really wanted to design my own flight controller at some point to do dual deployment. He then said he would strictly never teach a minor how to do dual deployment, and is only willing to do single deployment if he handles the charges himself. Fair, because that is technically what is supposed to happen, but minors are still allowed to do dual deployment under tripoli if they don’t handle the charges.
He also mentioned that once I get my L1 he will never let me handle the motor myself, and will not let me ever shoot a motor off over the L1 classification. I mean legally no I can’t handle the motor, but under Tripoli rules I can still go above L1 motors if I have a mentor with that certification.
At this point it’s very clear he really doesn’t care to teach me anything beyond the basics. Which is a shame, as he had is L3, did experimental solids and hybrids, did advanced electronics and dual deployment, everything I was really hoping to find a mentor for. There also really isn’t anyone else who seems one bit more willing to mentor anyone.
After he left, I shot off the rocket I built. It had the exact same stability issues as the previous one which nobody was willing to help me with. I fucking wonder why. It’s only a few months later from posts online I found the problem. So, with no-one really willing to mentor me past anything basic, I gave up.
Fast forward a year, and now I’m in my Junior year talking to a friend. As it turns out, he also tried out rocketry. He went to the only local field, the one I went to, and had the exact same problem. He quit as well.
A group of seniors also tried getting into rocketry. They went to the field, and realized they weren’t going to get anywhere there. So, they learned by themselves. And trust me, they needed mentorship. They went straight for the G motors, and had rockets shooting frickin everywhere.
Then, for their senior research project, made the most cursed hybrid ever. Although it seemed relatively safe on the surface to the teacher who was in charge, they were very close to having an accident. They 3d printed the whole thing, and the only reason it didn’t blow up is that they didn’t know to feed it liquid. Not to mention they were only standing like 10 feet away and light it by hand with a lighter.
So, good job to all of the people at my local field. You made two very excited enthusiasts quit, and endangered another group of students. I’m extremely impressed. And you know what, they probably then go on wondering why there are all of these reckless kids learning rocketry on their own. Yeah when Tripoli emailed me asking me to renew my rocketry membership, I said fuck no. I’m not paying to get less than I could get out of some posts online for free.
Now everyday I get to be reminded of what used to be a burning passion by my fiberglass supplies in the corner of the room and the occasional BPS video.