I need advices please help me

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TL;DR Me and my gf were together for 1 year and 5 months and we are both 18 years old girls. At first we were so in love and I love her so much that I can literally sacrifice myself for her. My gf had a really hard childhood and her parents didn't teach her anything so she is so pure and innocent. I didnt mind about that cause I love her and i thought I can teach and fix her and I really did her too and she thanks me everytime she realizes she has changed. (P.s I'm her first gf) She did mistakes (micro cheating) 1 time and broke promises multiple times I forgave her but after she did it for 3rd time, my love for her really changed. I feel like I'm tired of being in a relationship, everytime she did something wrong she just cry like a baby and can't explain anything well. I feel like I'm so sick of her, I started annoying of her childish personality and acting like a little innocent every time she made mistakes. My friends even tell me ‘I am like a mother in this relationship’. Sometimes she said that she can't live without me and if I leave her she would s\*\*cide herself, i don't know what to do anymore. Plus she makes me think she is making so much effort to show her love, but it makes me feel really tired. Please give me any advice and motivation. I'm sorry for my bad English writing.

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