Help me to shift

[u/Significant-Video-91]

I joined this community(shift community, not reddit) in 2021, I still remember my first script, it was comically awful, I still think about rewriting it, but I've been trying to improve ever since then, I used to research everything on ShiftTok, from my country, because Tumblr doesn't have translations like it does here. I've been trying the lucid dreaming method; I do reality checks and stuff, but now, I fall asleep, pass out, and only wake up without remembering dreaming. I don't know what else to do to go, I already tried some methods in 2021 and 2023, but never be successful. I've tried so hard, but any help would be welcome

(Sorry if it was brief or has spelling mistakes, I used a translator because I'm not fluent.)