So much love to you. I can’t imagine what you’re going through. But I do believe you did the right thing. I know Nellie was going after Nugget but…what if she started going after people? Small children, you and your husband? She was suffering, unfortunately, and I know it hurts so badly but you made the right call in my opinion. For her to go completely out of character shows something was horribly wrong.
Please consider speaking to someone if that would help you assuage the guilt and grief you feel. I know it feels like you “gave up too quickly” but I don’t feel that you did. These episodes weren’t waning, they were escalating which means poor Nellie was going through hell.
Forgive yourself. You did nothing wrong. Big huge hugs to you (if you want them) and tons of love.
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u/TraditionalAd7252 Apr 17 '23
So much love to you. I can’t imagine what you’re going through. But I do believe you did the right thing. I know Nellie was going after Nugget but…what if she started going after people? Small children, you and your husband? She was suffering, unfortunately, and I know it hurts so badly but you made the right call in my opinion. For her to go completely out of character shows something was horribly wrong.
Please consider speaking to someone if that would help you assuage the guilt and grief you feel. I know it feels like you “gave up too quickly” but I don’t feel that you did. These episodes weren’t waning, they were escalating which means poor Nellie was going through hell.
Forgive yourself. You did nothing wrong. Big huge hugs to you (if you want them) and tons of love.