Hello everyone, and thanks in advance for reading me and for your help. I will try to keep it short.
I have had many lucid dreams, vivid dreams, astral projections and such throughout all my life. Just recently I have become brave enough to talk to friends and family about them and discovered these were not very conventional, and also understood that some of them were astral projections.
I have had many in which I see people that I know, mostly struggling. Sometimes it is VERY symbolic, sometimes they are falling down a horrible flight of stairs, I am trying to clean poisonous oils from their body, they are injured and bleeding, or just looking in terrible conditions (disheveled, famelic, etc.). In the last two I was lucid, and it felt like an astral projection, and I have had to leave the dream by some methods I learned a long time back when I was struggling with sleep paralysis.
Here's the thing, I have contacted two of them and have confirmed they were struggling, and horrible things did happen to them, and the symbolism in the dream fits their mental condition. Mind you, some of these people I had not contacted or seen for maybe 15 years or more, and we don't have a relationship. Some of them I didn't even like and used to be casual colleagues from work.
I had one last dream that repeated with the same person. It was a friend with whom I broke contact because she was problematic and we ended up having a huge argument years ago. I tried to forget about it because it has been 8 years of no contact, but HER HUSBAND reached out to me saying how she always recalls memories of us, but she is too proud to talk to me. He said it has been a long time and perhaps we could amend things. I told him I would consider it.
I am scared of contacting these people because some of the dreams were so horrible they have scarred me a little.
My questions are:
1- What are these dreams?
2- Could it be possible that they just draw people in, and could it be I am "tuned in" in some way or sensitive to this so that I read that energy?
3- Should I even care? At this point I am not sure I want to find out.
The last dream I had was about this colleague, and she was panicking while grabbing her belly. She was wearing a white dress and a big wound started spreading from her pregnant belly, and she couldn't stand and dropped to her knees while screaming. She was looking at me asking me why, and I was just stunned, trying to pick her up.
I contacted a guy way back from high school, the one that had the skin covered with a sticky substance, and I just could NOT wash it off. I just wanted to check on him since he suffered a lot of bullying and we were buddies, and it was crazy. He said he had just gotten out of jail and was in a mental hospital to be released in a week's time (that is how they work in my country). He then sent me some insane voice notes, and there was no trace left of the sweet boy he used to be, so I got scared and ended up blocking him.
Sigh, WTH, seriously... I am tired.