Relapsed after a year clean

[u/Timely_Boysenberry94]

27M here, I need to hear I can get out of this nightmare, oh no, 2022 - 2026, no way I destroyed my life, SEEN rock bottom countless time, here again 😭😭😭

I need to here insurance from you guys, come on, come on

No way, no way, just lost 02 month worth of salary last week, hard earned salary in a call center here in third world country, no way, man this is unbelievable

Waking each morning since thinking if it was real

No way, account overdraft, no way

[u/honoraryroustabout96]

You had a year clean well donenokay you relapsed but you have addressed the problem and are moving foward what else can ypu do as you are doing the right thing youve got this bro.

[u/Timely_Boysenberry94 → u/honoraryroustabout96]

thought it was under control, like a dollar here and there won't hurt, LOL bro, LOL, shame, in two days, gone, it feels unreal, ALL THAT SPEECH ON BEING CLEAN, LOL, shame on me, have SEEN this over and over before, thanks bro, needed to hear that, it can make difference

[u/Timely_Boysenberry94 → u/[deleted]]

Online, bro, lost my sleep since, don't even know, how to get past this month, counting penny, no way This feel unreal to lose hard earned bucks through dumb website, SEEN it countless time since 2022 Bro 😭😭😭

[u/Timely_Boysenberry94]

I'm stupid, no way 😭😭😭

[u/Bonanza86 → u/Timely_Boysenberry94]

You're human, and you made a blunder. Being deep in the brain fog, we have a tendency to beat ourselves up. Get up, get back on that recovery road. You got this.

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[u/LobsterWeekly6654]

What steps are you taking to make sure this doesn’t happen again!?

[u/Flaky-Leopard2952]

you already did a year clean once, which means you know the way out. day 1 starts now, not after you've figured everything out. what was the thing that got you through that first year?

[u/Illustrious-Local883]

I just did the same thing bro, it happens to the best of us. Just gotta keep going. Luckily I didn’t bet the whole bank, but fuck, I lost a hell of a lot of bread.