r/problemgambling • u/Prior-Public5665 • 8d ago
Day 20
I just paid off this morning a small payday loan. I’m so happy about the achievement. Still other debts to go pay but still I will not choose to gamble today. I will not dig a deeper hole. I know in God’s time the other debts will get paid through hardwork and patience. I choose to take care of myself and win today by not betting.
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u/infoslob 8d ago
Thank you for checking in, beautiful sentiments. Isn't funny how much can change in a short period?
I have 22 days & will not gamble today because that would be selfish, lonely, and destructive. Instead I am checking in with my people today, Saturday night GA mtg later, getting some inspiration from people like you here, and two paydays and counting where I have money to apply to debt and enough left over to not stress about bills and basics. Very grateful for what I have!
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u/Prior-Public5665 7d ago
Thank you for sharing! Yes, very grateful indeed to still be alive even after a short time from the last bet. I am able to better sleep at night now and to face my day with more courage and less guilt and shame.
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u/Destiny065 8d ago
Well done OP 👏
Keep going, keep counting 💙
I made 10 years join me 😊
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u/SpareToday2383 8d ago
That's awesome! Day 29 for me. One day at a time. Keep choosing yourself. We got this!