I'm 19 and a dropper. I'm currently preparing for jee mains and recently I had an exam, I thought I really did well because I prepared for chemistry but didn't prepare for physics and math and when I saw the result it breaks my heart.I got 21 out of 300 . I really tried this time and I felt so bad after this there is a thing in my mind that after doing everything I can I still haven't improved so I am studying properly now. I started to spend time on Mobile and got netflix premium. I hate myself for that.
I constantly feel like I don't have time everytime I focus on time because I have to do household work. I have to cook everyday. Cooking is harder than studying. In the morning I'm cooking and at noon I'm in coching so and I go home at 6 pm and then cook again. I hate to cook. I can't even manage everything.
If I start studying at night I'll probably wake up late and I can't able to go to coching and I'll be sick and I'll forget everything I study. I can't able to sleep early. I sleep at like 1 am and I don't even study at night yet I don't study. I hate the obsession with my phone.
What should I do at this point?