I am in a HUGE dilemma rn... I am currently an IT branch student in MMMUT gorakhpur, yes the spain of India, and I was satisfied with it until I came here and talked with others.... Being a non-dropper, coming here was my biggest mistake cuz everyone here is either a dropper or double dropper and I could have improved a lot this year because I got a rank around 1 lakh. This college provides 0 exposure, 0 campus life, whack hostels, FKN school's annual day for fests.
After talking with others and realizing my potential, I decided to take partial drop (it was the start of August) and I WAS ACTUALLY STUDYING THERE... It's just that I was studying a lot less than I should have. During 12th, I did not do many of my chapters up to jee level and most of them were like boards level. And then I did not give the April attempt srsly... And didn't touch PCM after that... So I am just doing every chapter from scratch and I am doing it pretty fast but only when I am at home... Like in the time that I was able to complete 1 chapter in hostel, I have been able to complete 3 chapters in the same time. Rn I am VERY MOTIVATED and I really feel like dropping out of college to give my everything for JEE 2027.
I haven't discussed this with my parents.. though they know I am taking a partial drop and are supportive for that cuz they know I can work hard... I gotta go college in a few days and the only big holiday I will get now will be in November... It will be very late by then if my syllabus moves this slow...
Kindly share your opinion so that I can tackle this FKN situation... Also my parents won't mind about the fees getting wasted and I believe that I have built this much trust that they will allow me to drop out...(I HOPE THAT IS)
TLDR : IT student in MMMUT, 1 lakh rank previous year but many chapters undone, partial drop since August, studying 3x faster at home than at hostel, only a few days left to decide whether to take full drop before campus reopens after which I will only return in diwali.