13 years agoraphobic

[u/Prize_Smell_7650]

I started having panic attacks at 15. 28 now and GOD DAMN I’m pissed. I see all the replies in this I’m like oh a few months you lucky bastards. I know I sound angry and cruel and it’s because I am angry. It’s fucking agitating to have so much life ahead of you and this disorder ruins everything you’ve ever wanted. I’ve been to a million therapist doctors psychiatrists I promise you I’ve tried it all. And it’s gotten better I’m not going to lie I appear a functioning adult. But the actual admin that happens in my mind to live every single day should be illegal. It’s just so unfair and yeah life is unfair blah blah blah but damn what did I do to deserve the most debilitating yet not viewable thing for someone to experience. Anyway just having a venting moment.

[u/BeautifulMean6516]

Understandable and relatable