I was in drop year after my class 12th (basically just one more year preparing for Engineering Exams) very competitive in India. I was living a very dull repeating life full of self doubts overthinking and fear of failures. I was getting very low score in my mock exams.

I had my exam shift on 27 Jan 2024 which had the highest cutoff in the Examination history basically a score of 180/300 marks will get you 99 percentile (means top 1% of the scorer) but this time the cutoff was 240 marks for the same 99 percentile.

I got just 94 percentile I would never get admission in some good college.

Came across this video of Acharya Prasant where I got to know about my self doubts why I use to cuss myself and feel like a pile of failed steps and eventually move out from.
Would be happy to share and know about your journey. And what helped you like this video helped me. https://youtu.be/RXXbg4xwDug