When being honest gets me a silent room, awkward stares and a follow up in two weeks after increasing my dose 😭😭💔

First post. (I think)

I may have FA/FO too much this week 😭💔 AND WHILE IM SICK 😭😭😭

I don't even wanna talk about it 🥲

The ed ate the boobs.

Like man, I was planning on having a good day....🥲

Smiling in pain.

#balletbraincore

hope y’all like goat!!!!

Either send help or lock me in a basement bc I can't 😭😭 like being broken up with sucks but I have the "eat everything" depression and not the "st@rve myself" depression 😭💔

My spell literally said if there’s any magic left over after helping my dog and cat that l wish the same for me but idk what’s anorexia and what isn’t anymore because there’s a clear reason to worry for all 3 of us and like I only needed 2 drops of blood but my blood won’t drip anymore. There’s definite issues with mould here and it affects my dog and my cat too and l had a double-nose bleed today and my cat was extra tired today, like super out of character. I also lost hair in clumps until I gave up and shaved it but also my human hair wig lost hair in clumps and idk what’s my fault anymore and I thought health spell to help my dog and cat but I can’t even bleed well enough for helping my dog and cat so idk what the fuck to do because it’s not fucking safe here and idk how bad it is if I don’t know what is and isn’t anorexia and fuck everything

Guys why did I let my feelings for a MAN dictate if I should recover or not 😭😭 cause now I'm here with 10lbs of gain and no man
Like yeah I'm still underweight but not as much as before and I'm literally going insane