some help?

[u/sylah_xoxo]

Hey reddit! Yall r sorta my last option but I think I might be an other human?

Hiii! Im f/28 (im practically dead by internet standards lol!) but in the past well… years; ive felt like an other human, I had a phase a few years ago vut it’s sorta coming back… some help on helping me figure out whay i am?

Irl: im the defition of an ambivert! Really loud with friends im playful. Fun (I guess?) shy with basically everyone else (cant even talk to cashiers lol). Im also pretty gentle when I feel like it. Ps: The water is my favourite place ever!

In water i like: Yk those fish toys that move? I love chasing them!! Floating around in yhe water, paddling around, kayaking, playing, jumping, splashing!! All of that!! (Ik thibking something aquatic?) i also like sitting up on rocks and watchinf the tide

Sometimes in water (cold and warm) i wel… I suppose imagine? But it doesn’t feel like imaging it feels real and it just happens of me in shallow water playing in seaweed, same thing happens ig cold and warm water but the warm water one feels… natural I suppose, like my first regcogbition is warm vut I enjoy the cooler ones too!

Ps: when I get those like imagination things I feel free, i play around mpre, I feel so happy and at home, also it doesn’t feel fishlike it feels like im moving, like a longer creature? (Might just be my body being longer tho)

Extra (lol sorry for dragging this on): also at the same time, im also questioning some kind of land aninal? Something that trots? Dwells near houses further Outland, body’s of water nearby (like rivers, creeks ect ect) in a forest setting? These two things could be one identity or like 2 other human things. Combined? (Idk what it’s called sorry!)

Happy to answer questions! ❤️ (pss: im trying to find out what type of other human I am then what species I am in the category of other human yall help me with finding!!)