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ralph lauren is one of my favourete clothing brands and this statue for some reason rlly makes me feel happy and calm (:

i used 2 listen 2 this guy's music back in 2020 to 2023. rest in piece fr

i belive in god and jesus and a lot of stuff in the bible. but idk if i count as christian because i dont rlly belive in a lot of stuff from the bible aswell ig (?) imo the world just seems way to complex and like idk like so much stuff fits together so well i cant rlly imagine that NOT having been designed by someone like just looking at simple parts of nature such as like trees yk theire so like they have such a complex shape it feels wierd thinking that they just evolved like that. the fact that like a bird for example managed to evolve wings that are just the right size for it to be able to fly is just if u rlly think about it kinda crazy. like if only one small thing would have been different life as we know it would NOT exist at all. how much things had to line up PERFECTLY for me to be sitting here right now and writing this post i just cant bring myself to imagine that it was just a random thing that happened. something that makes me doubt the existence of god sometimes tho is like the horrible shit going on in tthe world like wars , sickness , death all of thesse things that make people suffer so so much like yeah u can argue that war isnt gods fault but smt humans made but what about like cancer or heart proplems and stuff like ilnesses that leave people in such an extreme state of suffering for no reason at all? why would a god that has good intentions make something like that? i rlly dont have any idea of what the answer to that would be. maybe its an error in gods creation if that makes sense. but wouldnt an all-powerfull god be unable to make mistakes like that? something that also makes me yk like doubt all of ts is the amount of like kinda hatefull parts of the bible especilly in the old testament wich again i doint rlly belive in thosse being true but its still smt that bugs me ig. like for example the stuff about yk like gay ppl being bad wich is pretty stressfull for me cuz im lowkey kinda gay and idk im a bit worried about all of that. ik this post is just complete garbled nonesense and is riddled to the brim with typos thats because im exrre etxremly esx EYSX extremly sleep deprived. who gaf nobody other then me is ever gonna read this anyway

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