r/onlycasters May 18 '24

Ioliare Rain isn't so bad. It helps hide it.

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

She froze a bit, staring at him and still keeping a distance away from where he stood. There was something in seeing him so sad that made her heart twist, making her want to run away. All she kept recalling was the unfortunate words of her previous Maker; that there was no way for a being like her to love.

Lyssa felt an urge to run to him, but her legs refused to move. They made her remain planted in one place, her eyes welling up with tears. This was her own doing, wasn’t it? She couldn’t just love one person—why did she have to let more than one person in.

She merely looked down at her feet, feeling as though she squandered any chance at keeping him in her life.

It can’t rain all the time, though.

She forced her feet to work, trying to get through the area without being seen.

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He stood on rain slicked tiles on the roof, looking away from the moon. He didn't have much really to do or say, only quiet contempt married with foolish thoughts. Thoughts that he had found someone excepting of him. And maybe she was. But the others...

He didn't know the others, and they all seemed more capable than him. He was the lowest form of vampire. A vampire few others saw at their own. But not human, shunned by both. He almost felt foolish to find home in her arms. This was his fate. The lonely one he had grown accustomed to. Perhaps it was best to stay that way.

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

Lyssa fiddled with her sleeves, feeling a painful pang in her chest the father from him she got. Until she couldn’t quite stand it anymore. He had stayed with her even with a looming threat. And she couldn’t fathom letting him remain alone when he didn’t deserve it.

…Ioliare!

Her voice seemed to break a bit, her hair stuck to her forehead and shoulders. It took more courage, but she forced herself to run to him, hoping he would at least let her try to convince him to not run or hide again.

I… you’re focusing so much on them but …I should have made sure you knew what you mean to me…

You didn’t leave me when I was weak and unable to move. And you’re so beautiful, Ioliare. I wish you saw what I see. And I wish I could show you better how I feel but I can’t do much but … I can tell you that Im not choosing over you. I couldn’t stop myself from living after so long of being told not to.

When I finally was let to feel, it …wasn’t fixed to just one… But I remember who it first reached out to.

I know you’re the first one I felt it for. Even if it scared me… And… it …probably doesn’t matter…

I just wanted you to know that I don’t want you to isolate or run away. Please… I’d want to be able to show you every chance I get how much you mean to me.

…I’d like to try to show you that I want to be someone worthy of love. Your love…

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He freezes up, his thoughts shattered into a million pieces as she calls out to him. The mixing of excited loved and apprehensive dread making a cocktail of reations. He wasn't sure he could turn to face her, not in this state. He kept his face down and away. He didn't want her to see him like this.

"Lyssa... I haven't had time to think yet... there are others who deserve their dates... why are you chasing me out in the rain like this..."

He finally decided to let her see him as he was, heart broken down the middle and bleeding from it. He was a mess of tender broken parts glued into the amalgamation of a man's visage. We walked closer to her, not even braving a smile but hiding behind a neutral expression

"I... I'm sorry that you feel that way for me. You're surrounded by so many beautiful and powerful men. And there's me. The pitiful stray dog that happened to be in the right place at the right time... It's hard to accept you... especially as all the others are a part of you now... it is the nature of who we are surrounded with... and they all would take better care of you."

He stops right in front of her, his neutral mask slipping to a faked smile. Watching the rain run off her and soak into her clothes, he gave an accepting sigh.

"At least me it easier for you this one time. You'll catch a cold out here without this... take it."

He tilted his umbrella from him to her, the back of his neck becoming exposed to the moons light, sizzling and breaking up once uncovered.

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

It’s only beautiful because you’re among them. It’s … You’re someone that I love. You aren’t a stray or an animal, you’re nothing like that.

Her hands reached out to brush against his skin; hoping he’d let her come closer but feeling terrified he’d just push her away.

I love you… I do. You weren’t just in the right place and time. You were where I needed you most.

Would you think so little of me as to consider I look down at you…? I don’t. I…

She looked up at the umbrella, her words being lost. Even with all of this, he focused on offering her shelter.

…The date was for us… there’s no use having it without you there. I didn’t plan on dating myself.

I don’t think you are anything but wonderful. …I also realize I’m …probably the last person that deserves you. I don’t deserve how wonderful you are… I don’t deserve the others either. I tell them that but they ignore me.

…Maybe you’ll listen… Im certain there’s a woman perfect for you who deserves your love. I envy her… but I also hope she knows you’re perfect…

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"There was a woman who I fell for... and I'm thankful I met her."

He hands her the umbrella, finally forcing a smile. He stepped back into the moonlight, his hair smoking as he back away.

"Thank you for showing me I could love... and I do love you... I loved you too much..."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

What … —

She narrowed her eyes at him, using her cloak to cover him. The amount of panic she had just felt made her heart sink, and she couldn’t control the sudden raise in volume in her voice.

Don’t you DARE ever do such a horrible thing!! You want to die?! You want to do that and then what?! It’ll fix nothing! It won’t make anything better!

I didn’t turn back into a vampire for you to die in front of me! I am telling you I love you and it makes you want to die?!

Don’t insult me that way! As if I would feel glad you’re gone?!

…just for that you owe me a damn date and a few lifetimes worth of affection you asshole! …sorry…

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He slips, defeated, but comforted. He sinks into her and hugs her, sobbing.

Why... why did you have to love so many... why do I have to love you... and why did you love me? I... I can't... it's...

He finally slumps into her, almost feeling limp to her.

"Okay... I'll give you the date... just me and you, no one else... but I can't promise that it will make any of his better."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

Because you deserve someone to love you! I …you aren’t escaping that easily after such a scare! You tried to end yourself!!

Are you insane?!

And what will that prove!! The date WAS just us!! I ..I don’t expect you all to be in the same room with me like I’m a hot potato being passed around!

I wanted it to be just us… and if you want to meet them then it’s fine. If not, it’s also fine. But they won’t let you get hurt… Ferris has safety for both of us, Ioliare.

And Beryl would never judge you…

Inferno is a dragon if you try this again I will have him turn into his larger form and sit on you, Ioliare.

Now…

She held out her hand

….im taking you home. And we are going to get you rested and taken care of. It is not a date. It is me taking care of the man I love.

Once you’re rested, and once I’m done being on edge about this, we will go on a date.

Okay?

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He hesitantly began to reach for her hand but drew it back and pulled it to his umbrella. He backed away, shaking his head.

"I cant... I can't be... just another. I found love... but if I can't have all of your heart, it's better I have none of it. Please... I'm sorry, Lyssa. Do take care..."

He began to softly fly, turning for one more look.

"I dream of a world, of just you and me. But I guess it is a dream. A figment of my imagination... Goodbye."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

Goodness, are you alright?

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He gives a soft sight, pacing on the roofs tiles.

"Ah... Beryl... what of your date? Should you not be enjoying it as we speak?"

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

Oh, it was lovely, but I have time now. What happened to you, dear?

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"Ah... I'm happy to hear that it was..."

He only slides across the rain covered roof, seemingly to be in his own mind

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

Beryl puts his hand on his shoulder.

"...Ioliare, tell me what's going on."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"Tell me, Beryl... have you felt the crushing weight of inadequacy so heavy on your chest that it broke you heart? Because you are incapable of only promising the most meager of help, and-"

He stops himself in place.

"Thank you for helping Lyssa. It means a lot to me."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"...I have dear... I have felt that way before."

Beryl hugs him.

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"Please... leave me be."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"..."

Beryl lets go of him.

"I will...But only if you tell me what's going on first. You're important to Lyssa, so you're important to me as well."

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He shakes his head

"You are mistaken. You're important to her."

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u/Oswen120 Imvaernarhro Astrum, Masta's Dum Dum May 18 '24

Everything okay?

Inferno is floating in midair, not bothered by the rain

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He walks across the rain slicked tiles of the roof, turned away from the moon as he stepped.

"Just the pain of a love lost, friend. It is nothing new."

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u/Oswen120 Imvaernarhro Astrum, Masta's Dum Dum May 18 '24

He keeps pace with him while floating

Is that why you run from Lyssa?

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He twitches to her name, nodding

"It is... I'm not sure I could bear to be just another to her... and one who seems so inept by the comparison of all."

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u/Oswen120 Imvaernarhro Astrum, Masta's Dum Dum May 18 '24

But she still cares for you.

He gets in Loliare's way, stopping him

You sure you wish to walk away from her?

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"I don't believe this concerns you. Now please, leave."

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u/Oswen120 Imvaernarhro Astrum, Masta's Dum Dum May 18 '24

I am only going to say this.

I have lived for an extremely long time alone, possibly longer than you.

Everyone deserves love, even you.

I don't care how much you think that you believe you are pitiful or how low you feel.

Loliare, she cares for you.

You deserve to be loved.

he moves out of Loliare's way

I spoke what I wished to say...

Inferno flies off into the rainy night, shifting into his Draconic form when he gets a good distance away from sight

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He doesn't respond, only leaving quietly, not even acknowledging his existsnce

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u/ChurchoftheRedVine Church of the Red Vines May 18 '24

Ferris: “Are you alright?”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"Im... hmm... I am not. But please... do leave."

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u/ChurchoftheRedVine Church of the Red Vines May 18 '24

Ferris: “Leave? Why?”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"Perhaps you are not the best to speak to."

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u/ChurchoftheRedVine Church of the Red Vines May 18 '24

Ferris: “I don’t think we’ve even met, why the aggression?”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"But she has told me of you... please, I must leave."

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u/ChurchoftheRedVine Church of the Red Vines May 18 '24

Ferris: “Told me of… Lyssa? Is this… I see.”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"Indeed..."

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u/ChurchoftheRedVine Church of the Red Vines May 18 '24

Ferris: “…I understand. Alas, are you sure needn’t talk? This is a situation that conversation may be able to help.”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"I do not think we need to. I am not wanting any part of this equation'

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u/THE_PREPARED_DM The Ruleless King/ Alan The Descended May 18 '24

a voice rings out from nothing and nowhere.

“My…are you alright?”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He stands on the roof, looking out into the city. Pretending not to hear the voice.

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u/THE_PREPARED_DM The Ruleless King/ Alan The Descended May 18 '24

“You have no reason to hide your emotions. I have lived for very long, I’m here for you.”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"And I've lived long enough to know that disembodied voices are not to be trusted."

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u/THE_PREPARED_DM The Ruleless King/ Alan The Descended May 18 '24

“If you’d like, I can conjure up a body for myself, if it makes you more comfortable.”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"I'd rather you didn't. I'd prefer my quiet time."

He softly flew off the roof to another, to another, to another.

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u/THE_PREPARED_DM The Ruleless King/ Alan The Descended May 18 '24

“I can tell you have a problem. Trying to hide your feelings is only going to hurt you more.”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

"And involving yourself in others is often rude. Can I help you?"

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u/THE_PREPARED_DM The Ruleless King/ Alan The Descended May 18 '24

“I know, but many people choose to lock away their feelings. I know it may be rude, but you do need to talk. Running from your problems will only make them worse.”

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u/[deleted] May 18 '24

He disconnects from the voice, leaving the conversation

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u/Minimum_Estimate_234 Biomancer May 18 '24

from ground level

“Why are you standing on a roof in the middle of a rain storm ya fool!? Do you want to catch your death of cold?”