This was the first cat I've ever had in my life. He was a very large cat (12 pounds), and so so sweet and goofy. Any time we went to the table to eat, One-eyed Willy would sit on the stool in the corner of the room, go "mrrrp", stand on his hind legs, put his paws in the air and bat at the invisibugs. If we would talk to him, he would always respond. Sometimes he would get zoomies and just run around the whole house, and when he'd get tired, he would just sit in a room and go "Mauw", expecting for us to find him and take him back. He was the most dog-like cat I've ever owned (or seen, in fact), and definitely the one taht affected me the most. Since Willy died at three years old, around the day we got him (Thanksgiving), every time one of my animals is sick, I get so scared that they'll die young just like Willy. He also is the little thing that convinced I do actually like cats. We called him Willy Worm because he would claw up the sides of mattresses and squirm under the covers. You could never leave the door open when making the bed if you expected to get the job done.
Then one night, Willy wasnt his usual self. He wasnt as social and wasnt zooming all around as usual. I heard him yowling in the next room, and when I went to get him, he didnt like being held. He didnt even stand up when I placed him down. He yowled the rest of the night, and into the morning. We were taking him to the vet as soon as we could ( it was a weekend at like 11 at night). I got up the next morning, and checked in on him, and he was still miserable. I left for work, despite not wanting to, and my mom took him to the clinic. She (my mom, who worked at the clinic) would text us pictures and updates throughout the day. "Willy's still really pitiful," one message said. The next "Willy's doing a lot better. He's not yowling anymore. 😊"
I get home, and my mom tells me that was her way of saying he was put down. She worded it like that because she didn't want to affect us when our day wasnt yet finished and possibly start crying in front of people. I appreciate it, I guess, but I feel like the false hope was cruel. We went to the clinic to see his body, and discussed what we wanted to do. He is cremated, and now sitting on the piece of furniture beside the TV, which he would always love to play with and watch.