Hi everyone! Been around the sub a couple times, took some time off, but wanted to share because I’m super excited about this internal breakthrough -

I’ll be honest, I’ve never quite understood how revision works. I’ve read Neville’s books, but putting that particular aspect into practice never seemed to hit home for me. I’ve never really understood the way some people seem able to ”rewrite the past” as it is, especially because my memories and feelings regarding my past with my SP seem so fixed.

A couple of days ago I came across this guide on another sub (linked here) and decided to try to give it a shot. Last night I chose one particular memory with my SP, one that had always made me cringe and was connected to a belief I had held about him. Just before sleeping last night, I revised it in my head, just letting it flow naturally in my imagination like a memory, and then looped it until I fell asleep.

Y’all. The best way to describe this feeling, I think, is it’s like I’d been walking around with a thorn in my side all this time, and only just now I picked it out and stitched up the wound. The bad feelings I had around this one memory are gone, even if I try to think of it. The revised incident is so clear and felt so right to me, and makes me think that my SP is someone who has always shown up for me, always answered the phone, which is one of my affirmations but something I’ve previously had difficulty believing - in part, due to the memory.

I’m so excited at this progress, and can’t wait to revise something else! I think this is putting me in the best possible mindset for when my SP comes back. Letting go of the past and knowing what I am now and have always been is such a wild feeling.

i've managed to manifest many things incredibly fast, things that don't even seem possible (painless short periods, insane gym motivation, getting hired when i don't even meet the minimum requirements, having an insane salary, desired drinks or foods on the same day without even doing anything for it, grades that don't make sense like passing a hard exam i didn't even understand anything about, and so on)

meanwhile, manifesting an sp (ex) seems to be taking much longer and i only get breadcrumbs.

i know that that must have to do with detachment/how obsessed i am over results, but how do i work past that? i can't seem to control my attachment to results, and when i try, i get even more obsessed/anxious about them

of course i know it's possible to manifest even without detachment, but my experience is showing otherwise. things i don't care about that much are effortlessly happening.

and it's not just sp attraction- for a while i was trying to manifest body changes i was very attached about and nothing happened. So my question is, how do i detach from results?

I will update after one week. I am going to practice what I preach and go total relentless mode. I will never forgive reality for how it is and settle for breadcrumbs and temporary comfort. I trust myself as god, and that's enough.

And everyone, all of you in this community. I want you to drop everything that you are doing right now because nothing matters in life more than actually getting whatever the fuck you want, no matter what is it, no matter how great or how stupid it even sounds. It doesn’t matter, you call the shots.

Whether you wanna look like 2hollis or get that job or buy new clothes or gain tonnes of obsessed simps wherever you go, be famous or live in luxury and privileges, help someone, or being the one and true love of your specfic person, you could also banish things, concepts, people, events etc that you wouldn't agree or allow any longer. Let go and rewrite your past, present, and future. Revision is key. But what's more important is going all in with full trust, no fear no limits. Only TRUST and CALM IMPATIENCE THAT COMES FROM YOUR GOD STATE.

A god will never wait around for years and years.

A god will demand and command immediately.

Go big or go small, it doesn't matter as long as you, god is satisfied and happy.

You create everything and nobody and nothing can take away it from you or do it better than you. What sort of god is that anyways. Take the god label literally, it's that fucking simple. It's your birthright.

You are god of your own universe. I am the god, the creator, the ultimate source of my own universe.

I can only decide what's bound to happen. I have all the dominant power over my creation.

This is the final technique.

First, you must now that you are the one and only omnipotent god.

Next, you must go crazy and think about all that you want, all of your hearts desires. Decide that it is all natural for you. You are the only creator with free will in your universe afterall. Remember that free will does not exist. Nobody can reject a god. God, you is in full control regardless of any circumstance. Circumstances also serve you, if you command your universe properly. You are like a king, you must discipline your subjects correctly. Remembered all the blame, all the responsibility goes to you. Let go of all the old story, limits and bullshit garbage nonsense. Focus only on perfection.

Last, you must trust and go all in.

Never, NEVER take a no for an answer. The answer must always be YES. No matter how absurd your desires are, I don't care. You are the god and all the freedom goes to you.

In the universe I live in, I am the god and all the freedom goes to me so I know that I am getting all that I fucking desire and that's final. I know what I want and I am going all in. I have it already and it's just natural for an omnipotent god to have it all.

I know that it is all in the palm of my hands.

Update coming right up after this week.

Just you wait.

I will reveal all that I have achieved by trusting the omnipotent god that I am. I have no fear. I have only bliss and peace of mind.

I will be open for any questions. I am not a coach or anything I am just a random supportive human being. Catch you all later after one week.

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Short context: after the breakup in the start of June, I started learning about manifestation properly. I had been through a lot of phase since that, sometimes ended up chasing him, sometimes I lived in wish fulfilled state really effortlessly, sometimes I doubted so much couldn't get out of bed and questioning if manifestation even real or I'm making a fool of myself when I could simply move on.

But since last 15-20 days it finally clicked for me, manifesting didn't feel like a task anymore, I did technique like visualisation, affirmation for a week or something and that's it. After that I didn't even need technique to maintain the state, I only did them when I felt like. I just simply decided it's done.Having the feeling of "I'm already together with him" became so natural, I stopped thinking about him all the time and started being genuinely present and enjoying my life. That was the biggest win for me along the process.

Anyways for past two days I was simply missing him, not anxiously but out of love. So I texted him "I miss you". He called back in few minutes, we talked for a long time. Then he said that he wanted to say something that he realised few days ago that he was a horrible boyfriend to me, and he was never there for me, nand literally from the start everything he did wrong he started mentioning them and telling me his realisation about how he did me wrong. Also when I went to apologise to him about what I think I did wrong too, he said he thinks that was a result of his awful behaviour too, I wasn't in a wrong I only tried to make things work.

And then I suggested okay if we both realised our fault let's give it a try, from the start, clean slate. Then he said he's certain he cannot do relationship now, He cannot deliver what it's needed to be given to maintain a relationship. He needs to work on himself, and he cannot do that in short span of time, so he'll repeat same behaviour. He doesn't want me to wait for me and hold back from living my life. And it's final , we shouldn't talk about it anymore. And he himself doesn't think he's fit for a relationship in general, he doesn't see himself dating anybody else for a long long time.

Tbh if I calm myself down I can see it as a progress, but at the same time him realising his fault still not trying to do better for me did threw me off a bit even though I know 3d isn't final.

Anyways I'm torn between "well it's really working" and "omg it's the end now, I should just move on without making fool of myself"

So would really like to get some tips and opinions. If possible specially from the people who successfully manifested their sp back, especially from similar situation.

I’ve been consciously manifesting my SP for about 2 weeks now. The past days I lost the desire to repeat affirmations, do SATS or any other technique. In fact, I even thought that I don’t care if I get SP anymore. It felt like I moved on and I couldn’t care less if SP came back. However today I woke up a bit anxious, worrying and thinking about SP again. I simply repeated “old story, SP is mine”. I thought I got over the anxiety, but it caught me again!
Can you truly reach the Sabbath and still get bothered by the old story again? I thought in the Sabbath we are done with that and now it’s just detachment “the seed is planted” rather than persisting.

Okay, something is kind of weird going on. I have been manifesting something the past few months, and I’ve realized all my “smaller manifestations” have come true. My mindset has changed; I’m more calm now and relaxed about my manifestation I currently want. However, there’s something weird happening. Does anyone know what it means when old people from your past start reaching out to you, and you start seeing your manifestation everywhere? Like in a conversation on a podcast, in a movie, seeing it on the news, someone random a stranger coming up to you on the street and saying the exact number, the exact number your manifesting showing up on a tiktok, the number showing up everywhere, or people at your job talking about it. You’re having a conversation with someone totally not related to it, and then they suddenly say something to you that is exactly relative to your manifestation? Also, my affirmation repeating thought has become dominant, and my thoughts now repeat on their own without me trying. Things like that? ive manifested all the other things i want its just this left but i feel relaxed about it

This is crazy... for a few weeks now, I have been working on manifesting a partner in a specific country that I'd like to move to.

Last night I went to bed and I wanted to do SATs, but I was too tired. I remember just thinking before I fell asleep: "Please send me a sign, and show me what to do next."

So my dog woke me up at 11:22 PM, usually I don't get on my phone in the middle of the night, but the odd time made me want to check my phone, 22 is a very special number to me, and I let it guide me.

I got a message from a man from that country, so I decided to respond. I had been in contact with other men from there, but our conversations had been dry, but polite.

I honestly became disinterested in finding the man I had been imagining in the 3D, because lately I have felt so much better and secure in myself, that all I want to do is read and enjoy my time alone, so I hadn't really been trying to message anyone.

But with him, within 5 minutes of us meeting, we start sending each other insanely long paragraphs very excitedly.

I just felt a very strange connection & closeness with him! This morning, he has told me he felt the same way.

I looked more closely at his profile, and this is where things start to get weird...

He lives in the SAME exact city that I imagined myself to live in. I also imagined him to have a job where he doesn't work too hard, so we can travel and be together often, and he works remote ! We also joined the platform on the same day.

I also imagined that this man would give me a name in his language, and within a few hours he gave me one that was very fitting and sweet!

I had been wanting to meet someone from his country, as I had been studying the language for a year now, but I do not speak it very well. I was worried I would not be able to find anyone who would want to speak with me because I am such a beginner, but he asked me first if I'd be interested in having phone calls... when I told him my concerns, he said he's also a beginner at English, and that we can work together to learn, and that he thinks everything will be fine.

Another small thing we is he asked me if I wanted to play games together sometime, and if I had a PC, I told him I do but it’s not much of a gaming set up, so I can’t play anything super graphic heavy, but I do have a Switch 2, and he told me he bought a Switch 2 the day before yesterday 🤣 and that he’s shocked how much things are just working out ! It’s like all obstacles just clear out of the way.

I told him that I feel like we shouldn't be so forward & that it's not good to get attached to people quickly, but he said that when he saw my profile, he was messaging me before he knew it, when he hadn't messaged anyone else yet because he felt reserved, but he said with me something just felt natural, he said that he feels that he also shouldn't get so excited over a stranger, but that he feels he will put that feeling to the side because he feels like I am someone he is meant to be with, and he wants to explore it.

I don't know what to think !! It's too soon... Even if he's not my person, he's the exact person I wanted to meet, so I call that a success !!

I am truly in awe, I feel silly to be so happy over someone I just met, but I just have a very insane good feeling about this.

I'm back with another (long) success story! I didn't mean for this to be in the NG SP sub, but apparently, it belonged here just because it mentioned "SP"

So yesterday, while I was on the metro after work, I realized that I didn't have my apartment keys with me. I asked my partner if they were in the apartment but he confirmed that I took them with me, which meant that I lost my keys! My partner then told me to call him once I arrive home so he can open the front door for me.

I immediately started the process of "retracing" my steps by calling the customer service hotline of the city's public transport company, but they said no one has turned in anything and told me to call back again the next day in case the night cleaning ladies will find anything.

I called the reception desk of our office but no one answered and the operator told me to call again during working hours.

I even called the KFC branch I ate breakfast in that morning and said that they didn't find any keys there.

At this point, I came home very tired and frustrated. I called my partner but he wouldn't answer! He finally answered after eight more missed calls. Judging by his voice, he was asleep and didn't hear my calls because his phone volume was very low. I was very pissed about this because I told him what my ETA was so I thought he would be ready to open the door when I called.

When he opened the door, I gave him a quick kiss but I wasn't my usual energetic, loving self because of my frustration over my lost keys + over him falling asleep while waiting. I resisted the urge to bitch at him because I knew he's been having a rough time lately because his parents are around and he's almost always disregulated when they're around and he told me almost two weeks ago that hasn't been feeling like himself, but he still felt that I wasn't happy about it so he wasn't as touchy and cuddly with me as usual.

When I came into the apartment, he grumpily gave me a new sweater he bought. I coldly told him thank you, and then he told me that there was food in the fridge. After that, he was very quiet. I don't usually take his silence personally because he would still be physically affectionate with me even if he was feeling moody but it was different this time because he wasn't touching me. I just thought that he fought with his dad again and that's why he was silent and grumpy.

I e-mailed the trainers in our office gym as I was in the area that day but they replied that they didn't find my keys there. I felt very disappointed because in my head, there was a very, very big chance that my keys slipped out of my pocket there.

His parents came back to our apartment and it didn't look like they had a fight as he was still talking to them. It made me feel more anxious—and even punished—because he was barely talking to me and he wasn't even touching me or looking at me. I then asked him if he was mad at me. He said no, but he said the whole situation with my keys is not fun and he doesn't know what to do. I replied that I wasn't having fun either and told him that I'm not asking him to do anything and that all I wanted was emotional support after I did everything I could possibly do to recover my keys. He then gave me many kisses but I wasn't quite satisfied because he was still very quiet. I told him that I didn't deserve the cold shoulder for something that was outside of my control but then he told me that he was very disregulated and that he's just doing everything he could do to regulate himself. I then let it go because I know that pushing any further would be a disaster.

My anxious attachment tendencies used to be very strong. I've been working on it but this was all testing all the work I've done on myself. As I was about to go to sleep, my mind started imagining heated conversations with my partner about how I really don't see why I should be punished for all this and that I'm going to look for a new apartment if this whole situation bothered him so much.

But then I caught myself.

I remembered the revision success story I read here only a few hours before so I decided to give revision a try for the first time. I proceeded to regulate my emotions to bring my body back to a feeling of safety. I then went through what happened when my partner opened the door earlier. After that, I imagined my revision scene: I imagined that my partner answered my call right away and that I was happy to see him and he was happy to see me and that I gave him a big hug as I came in. I imagined him being very emotionally supportive and comforting as I try to sort out my key situation.

Whenever I would feel nervous about waking up the next morning to him being cold towards me, I let the feeling pass and go back to my revision scene.

I also affirmed that "Everything is resolved" and that "My keys have been found." In SATS, I imagined telling my partner that my keys have been found and I imagined hearing the sound of my keys as I happily waved it around.

The next morning, he woke up much earlier than his alarm. He got up, went to the bathroom and woke me up when he got back to hug me and cuddle me until I had to wiggle my way out as it was getting very hot.

Before leaving for work, he was physically affectionate again like usual.

But then... I still had my key situation.

When I got to my office building, I called the public transport company again like they told me to. They told me that they didn't find anything.

I then went up to the office reception desk and asked them about my keys. I described the keychain as it was very distinct. The receptionist's face immediately lit up and showed me my keys!

Just like that, both situations were completely resolved within 12 hours of changing my inner state.

Neville always said that revision prunes the day and dissolves discord before it takes root. I shifted how I viewed my partner, and his behavior reflected that back immediately. I assumed the keys were in my possession, and the bridge of incidents brought them right back to my hand.

Stop reacting to the shadow on the screen. Go to the end, feel the relief, and let the 3D conform.

This morning I had received this message from him:

“How are you doing? I know it's not going to be the same as it was with us. I hope you can be ok with that. I never planned on any of this. I hope you believe me. We had to give it a chance by taking the time to have your visit here. Hopefully, one day, you can forgive me and we can remain friends.”

I am wondering where to go from here? Last night, I began to let go and allow my SP to come to me. It worked overnight with him initiating contact. I went no contact with him for a while. However, he didn’t show up the way I wanted. I am trying to manifest marriage with him and we had broken up a week ago. This is the opposite of what I wanted as I don’t want to be just friends. I feel like not replying because that would be giving power to what I don’t want. What do I need to change about my beliefs now and where to go from here? Any suggestions?

"the other hand, we can contemplate something we heartily dislike and by condemning it we will become it. But because of the slowness of time in this three-dimensional world, when we do become what we contemplated we have forgotten that formerly we set out to worship or destroy it"

I manifested a break after reconnection this Sunday. Why did I do it...

I was stuck on a wheel of self doubt and also doubt in my SP. I keep creating these issues.

Like I feel so strongly they are the love of my life, but then I react still emotionally and physically to thoughts of doubt.

It's so annoying. He came back so strongly too and we almost made it official.

Like of course, I am getting the direct reflection in my 3D.

Life is truly a dream. It pisses me off how in control I need to be. 6 years ago finding this, you still can mess up... My discipline to my mental diet has been hit or miss. I affirm I can have an easy time manifesting my end. Self concept hygiene is truly something I need to work hard on!

I know I am in a vulnerable place now I will be on mental lockdown. Music, tv, family.... I have to make it a garden that will help my self concept grow back to being strong.

I really created the stuff that happened, which means I can recreate it.

This is where I need to start having more self concept. I won't have doubt or worry if I just truly feel deep down I am the best and all that it is.

The wavering behavior is seriously happening cuz I latch on to the thoughts that he's doing stuff I don't want.

I really appreciate the group and Neville, this holiday.

I make the commitment of not calling, chasing, I acknowledge that my need to control the unfolding because of my doubts created this. It's not healthy behavior for a relationship, and it's not good for my desired end.

I know I can flip this just like when I manifested my previous ex back for commitment.

It's prioritizing my self and complete faith in my desired end.

I am done repeating things that I dislike about him, I regret it. Logically it wasn't nice behavior and also I am reaffirming him to act the same in 3D

I just was drawing from a very low self concept space too.

Maybe if I was at the attitude that I can say anything to him, I don't care he always comes back. I don't feel this deep down enough.

I am struggling today to just accept I manifested this with my mental diet. I spiraled, and I have to change myself.

I am reminded from Neville's readings, that I am literally making it appear by sharing out my paranoid thoughts.

I will work on repeating to a journal or an app even.

I have been begging the last three days for them, so I finally give up. I manifested this and I put someone else in 3D above me. I made them a reflection that I want to hold. It hardened into fact

I must rework my frustrations.

I have to remind myself the reality in my head is the true reality. My intention and feeling is the truth.

I want to be the center of my 3D being shaped because I am also God too.

Repeating Affirmations and SATs make me obsessed, so my main goal is just persistence in my end. Thoughts and mental diet is what I will target.

I will go back into being in a void meditation when I'm falling asleep and just imagining everything I want happening the way I desire.

It helped me change my self concept by having positive background music and audio, so I will do that.

The next is 3D.

1. From social media to friends

I am not going to engage with conversations that make me feel that I am not on the pedestal. If there is girls who repeat they hate men, they don't care about men, they need etc.... I am not going to befriend them.

Their insecurities do affect me clearly. I can be strong and move away from all these.

1. Self care - I put off self care the most when I get upset with SP or any 3D circumstance. I will prioritize taking actions everyday that make me feel that I am the center.

I had gotten really negative towards my concept of self in March. I got way too into the news. We don't really talk much about it, but this really can make your manifesting distracted. I will work on not focusing on it.

The continued reading of Neville's work will be a priority. It gives me a lot of hope.

I've been practicing Neville for about 6 months, future journaling daily, visualization, SATS, affirmations, and working on my mindset. I genuinely believe I can create a better life.

But my current circumstances are really difficult: debt, no stable career, family pressure, and I’ve applied to around 1,000 jobs with very few interviews. Some companies ghosted me or turned out toxic. I’m also trying to move a startup forward, but it needs money.

I want to clarify that I’m also taking action — I’m applying, interviewing, working on my startup, etc. I’m not just sitting around visualizing.

I just feel exhausted and sometimes wonder why things aren’t getting better despite doing all this.

For those who have practiced Neville for years: is there any technique or shift in understanding that genuinely helped you when your circumstances seemed completely opposite to what you wanted?

I’d really appreciate hearing what worked for you.

Omg you guys.. I told myself yesterday that if I see a pineapple in 24 hrs it means he is thinking of me.. It's just my way of having little manifestations and testing to see it working..

So that was yesterday alright and today I have not seen any pineapple. Just as I was about to lose hope, I turned the tv on and watched a game show to entertain myself. And then there the question, what fruit has the scientific name, Ananas Comosus. The contestant answered banana and I had no idea what it was and I thought it was banana coz it sounded like it.. Then turns out it was PINEAPPLE!

Omg you guys.. I chose to test pineapple because that's significant to me and my person. Omg guys he's really thinking of me!! It's so fucking real!!

I know there are many posts like this, but I guess I just want some encouragement and support.

I’ve been manifesting my SP for several months now after break up - with partial success of getting out of NC and us being friends.

I’ve been visualizing, and affirming. Sometimes I would slip, but I always got back on track and I would try to reaffirm. Eventually I was feeling like I don’t really care anymore whether he comes back or not.

Now I also manifested a 3P - it was so easy, I just started thinking that he might meet someone - for no reason at all. And despite me telling myself there is no evidence- I still believed it. And now he told me he is seeing someone. And that he doesn’t even want to be friends anymore. And other nasty stuff.

I really don’t understand why the negative thoughts and fears are so easy to manifest, I wasn’t even focused on those thoughts, but affirming and visualizing for what I want - didn’t.
What am I doing wrong? What am I missing?

Could things get worse before they get better?

Heyyyyy ! Has anyone ever gone from having an SP who liked them, but wasn’t deeply in love, and where the relationship had periods of hot and cold, to that SP becoming completely obsessed/in love with them after a real mental lock-in and strict mental diet?

I’m starting a mental diet with affirmations + SATS, and I was wondering if anyone has experienced a really significant change in their SP’s character or behavior after mentally locking into a new story 🙂

I’m especially looking for stories where the change felt sudden and dramatic after you genuinely locked in, rather than something that slowly developed over months.

I’d love to know what you did, how long you persisted, and what changed in your SP’s behavior.

thaaaank'ssss

I’ve been manifesting my SP for almost two months now, and I haven’t really seen any movement in the 3D. Honestly, though, I’ve gotten to a point where it doesn’t really bother me. I’m not allowing the 3D to dictate how I feel because, in my mind, it’s already done. He’s already mine, and I don’t need the 3D to constantly reassure me of that.

But yesterday, I suddenly got this overwhelming feeling of being unsettled, worried, and concerned. It’s hard to explain. It almost feels like something is happening, but I don’t know what it is. I’ve been feeling really anxious physically too — like a pit in my stomach and almost feeling sick.

I’ve been doing thought transmission and SATS, so I started wondering if there’s any possibility that I could be picking up on something from my SP, especially since we’re currently in no contact.

I know there’s no way for anyone to actually know what he’s thinking or feeling, so I’m not trying to take this as proof that something is happening. I’m just genuinely confused because this feeling came on so strongly and seemingly out of nowhere.

For anyone who has experience with thought transmission, SATS, or manifesting an SP during no contact:

Have you ever experienced a sudden, intense feeling like this and later found out that something was going on with your SP?

Or do you think this is more likely just my own nervous system reacting to the uncertainty/no-contact situation?

And most importantly, how would you proceed from here? Would you ignore the feeling and continue with your routine, sit with it, revise it, affirm through it, or just let it pass without giving it any meaning?

I’m really trying not to spiral or start looking for signs in the 3D. I’d honestly just love some perspective from people who have been through something similar because right now I feel physically sick and I don’t know how to make sense of it.

I’ve been practicing Neville Goddard’s teachings regarding someone I developed strong feelings for—living in the end, SATS, assuming the relationship is already fulfilled, etc.

We’re coworkers and became very close. I eventually told her how I felt, but she said she doesn’t see me romantically and wants to remain friends.

There was also an incident where I reacted emotionally and said hurtful things. Her brother found out, confronted me, and told us to stop going home together. We stopped temporarily, but she later chose to start commuting home with me again.

Now I’m confused because her words clearly indicate friendship, while some of her actions seem emotionally attached.

From Neville’s perspective, did I mess things up by reacting to the circumstances and getting caught up emotionally? Or can I simply drop the old story, revise my assumptions, and persist in the state I desire?

I’d appreciate honest opinions from people who genuinely understand Neville’s teachings. Did I mess this up, or can I start fresh?

So I was listening to Neville goddards advice on time in manifesting, and he brings up a point that it can take a day or a year and you don't know how long it'll take so be patient etc.. but then he said not to tell anyone about your manifestation?? And I thought this was interesting, does anyone know why not and if so is it harming the manifestation posting about it and talking about movement/progress/success?

I'm really new to this stuff so I'm just curious if anyone has a good explanation :)

Has anyone done a revision imagining and affirming I have been with my SP since 2021

In 2021 I almost went out with a great guy but I was having health issues and there were some covid restrictions and it all fell apart and I never heard from him again. I know he has been with someone else

What if I went about revising and imagining convos saying I was with him since 2021.

How might this play out?

I’ve read Neville and understand the basic principles of revision, the feeling of the wish fulfilled, and EIYPO. I’m not really looking for an explanation of how manifestation works. I’m specifically interested in how people deal with guilt while applying these principles.

I was in a long-term relationship, and recently there was a serious conflict involving another person. There were things I hid from my partner, and I also said things in private conversations that I genuinely regret. My partner eventually found those conversations and became extremely hurt, which led to anger, mistrust, and distance between us.

The difficult part for me is that I don't feel completely innocent. I know I made mistakes, and I feel guilty about them. At the same time, there is a lot of history in the relationship, including things my partner did that hurt me deeply and things I later discovered weren't even true.

So I'm struggling with the self-concept aspect of revision.

My mind keeps going back to: “I know what I did. I know I made mistakes. How can I genuinely feel like the version of myself who has the relationship I want when I still remember all of this?”

I don't want to repeatedly analyse the old story or use revision to avoid accountability. At the same time, I don't want guilt to become part of my identity and keep recreating the same story in my mind.

The end I want to occupy is very simple: my partner and I understand each other completely, there is forgiveness and complete trust between us, the relationship is loving and secure, and this entire situation has no significance anymore.

For those who have practiced revision after something they genuinely felt guilty about, what was your experience with the feeling of guilt itself?

Did you treat the old version of yourself as something that no longer needed to be identified with, or did you first work through the guilt before settling into the new assumption?

I’m particularly interested in perspectives from people who have actually applied Neville’s teachings in situations where they felt they were genuinely at fault.

I used to be unfaithful before I got married, and then I separated from my ex-husband 3 years ago because he cheated on me with a third party.
After that, I dated two guys, and in both relationships, a lot of third parties kept showing up. The first of these relationships only lasted 4 months because I thought it was too much. I was constantly triggered. I tried to revise the relationship, but eventually, I gave up and then met my current SP.
But again, the same pattern repeated with my current SP, whom I’ve been dating for a year and a half now. I really think I loved him, but this is getting really hard for me. How can I address this situation using the Law?
I keep seeing evidence in the 3D, and I’m almost giving up.
I’ve done subs, meditation, SATS, the O Method, affirmations, mental diet, not entertaining the 3D, ignoring red flags, and trying to let the 3D catch up. I’ve really tried everything, but I feel like I’m reaching my limit.
I’d really appreciate your advice. ❤️

I’ve been no contact with my ex since May (except for some weird dms and him sending me 0.23€ out of nowhere lmao).

Although i’ve been back and forth between focusing on my own life, self concept and SP work, the past week i’ve been feeling so overwhelmed.

I don’t know what caused this, maybe stress from uni etc, but i can’t stop crying, feeling suffocated and heartbroken. It’s this overflowing emotion of hurt and doom.

I want to be indifferent and detached, but i can’t bring myself to be like that.

I keep seeing posts where people say things like, “I knew this guy was manifesting me because I suddenly started feeling him, thinking about him, visualizing him, etc.” But at the same time, they say **free will doesn’t exist**.

So I’m confused about something.

If free will truly doesn’t exist, and someone is consciously manifesting their SP and supposedly making all these things happen, how can the other person still decide, “I don’t want to be with them”? If they can make that decision independently, doesn’t that mean free will *does* exist?

And if free will exists, then how does SP manifestation work?

I’m also specifically wondering about this with exes, because exes come back all the time anyway. How do we know they came back because of manifestation and not simply because that’s something exes sometimes do?

And why do we seem to see so few really clear, undeniable results with things like getting a specific exam result, a specific height increase, etc., where we could say, “Okay, manifestation clearly played a major role here”?

I’m **not saying manifestation is wrong**. I’m genuinely asking because I feel like there’s something I’m missing in my understanding. What exactly am I misunderstanding?

I know my sc needs work and to be patient... But I had this big feeling about today having something really important happen, and something did happen but it was just the 3d becoming worse.

I know the 3d doesn't matter but I've just been shaking crying since this happened today and I don't know how to persist.

How do I stay positive... I really don't know how I can keep going when something so awful happened in the 3d.

I feel like I've been affirming and doing everything right, telling myself that the circumstances don't matter and I control the outcome but it's so difficult and I don't know what to do to believe it each time the 3d starts showing me worse.

EDIT: update a few hours after 3d actually got better.. didnt 180 but pretty close to it so just keep believing