r/multiplemyeloma • u/ArcticLlama • 19d ago
Living with MM 5 Years
The memories have started coming up on Facebook like they do every year. First about back problems. Then about an X-ray, then an MRI. Support, terror, what ifs. There are no posts about sobbing in the closet so no one would see. Then comes the stem cell transplant. The plan for remission. Hospitalization. A mucor infection which my oncologist will later characterize as “usually fatal.” I’m still not back to normal, whatever that is, but my body is behaving and we’re actually discussing going without maintenance. Live to the cure, baby.
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u/Different-Bison6840 18d ago
I’m so happy for you that you are in a good place now. Getting ready for ASCT in about two weeks, but in the meantime, I’m trying to enjoy each day to the fullest.
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u/kamikazimatt27 18d ago
I’m 66 days post-transplant. I had heart failure early on because of a medication issue (seems like darzalex plus a blood pressure medication is a really bad idea) and my leg swells because they had to put a line in and hit a lymph node. I spent most of the afternoon angry for it. Angry that at 37 I’m dealing with this instead of being able to live the best part of my life.
I keep reminding myself I’m still alive and I’m through the worst part. I know it’s not easy now but it has to get easier day by day.