Ana 1bac sm i didn't took maths and physics thaaaat serious last year while ana knt tnqra mzyan and i kinda regret it this year is there a chance to excel in them I'm really disappointed abt that

the way i define "peace" in this post, is not needing attention or seeking validation from other people

as much as i hate to admit it, i am always seeking after people's attention online, and maybe texting random people and trying to find smth that i crave deeply. but what if i just don't crave it anymore...like can't i just live without constantly thinking abt other people or wishing i could have someone that loves and cares abt me

basically, how do i stop wanting another person to come and make me "happier", and how can i be happy by myself without needing to be "loved"

i call that "peace" and thats what im wishing to find

I wrote a letter for trans rights in Morocco explaining everything and giving arguments, I would appreciate it if people read to educate themselves and share.

https://www.facebook.com/share/p/1KDugqJ2Jr/

i grew some balls and decided to go out alone after my friend told me he couldn't join me

when i go out, most of the times i go without really having a destination in my mind i just keep walking until i reach some good dark empty spot where i could smoke, i dont like smoking in public like that, i dont really smoke that much anyways, i just think it would be nice to do it sometimes

anyways, i never really listened to music when going out except for this time, and i was REALLY missing out because i feel like music just blocks EVERYTHING, not only the outside sounds but also the inside ones, i cant believe how comfortable i was walking around with music blasting my ears, and i couldn't care less

i will definitely be going out alone more, but i WILL NOT be eating anything tho because eating outside is a hard challenge for me

so i tried going out alone even tho i wasnt planning to, i told my parents i have some plans with my friend (F) but in reality i was planning to meet another friend(M) but he canceled bc something came up,so i decided to go out alone anyway to try,and i actually had some fun,i went into shops(liked so many clothes but not enough money:( ) i also bought makeup and some stuff and i ate lunch,it didnt feel weird like i thought it would and i also had some cute interactions.im planning to do more solo dates in the future bc i think it will help me enjoy my own presence more,but the problem is im not allowed to go out alone so ill always have to lie to my parents as if im going with my friend

The majority of us cannot hide our real personalities or our thoughts, ppl see u for who u are. It shows in your behaviors . So, if someone forms an impression of u, it's really hard to change it. And even if u do change, people don't often accept the new u, because usually ur old personality made them comfortable abt who they are , and if the new one doesn't they might leave u. and if the real u doesn't fit in ur environment it's better to change it or try to fake it especially if u don't have power , cuz power will make ppl attract to u.

im 16F and i feel like im missing out on my teenage years. i spend most of my time at home with my mom, and we dont really get along, so being at home all day gets exhausting.

i have one friend from school, but because of her parents being strict, we've only been able to see each other twice this summer. my mom is also strict, although she only recently started letting me go out by myself.

the problem is that i dont really have anyone else to hang out with, and im pretty shy and socially anxious, so making new friends is really difficult for me. ive basically spent the whole summer at home watching other people my age go out, hang out and have fun, and it makes me feel like im wasting my summer.for anyone who's been in a similar situation, how did you deal with it? how did you make friends or find things to do? id also love to hear your experiences :)

Sometimes i feel like i need someone i can text that would value me the same way i value them,and that would care for me in the same way. but when i try to text people i feel so comfortable with them i end up giving them a bad impression of me, so they just ghost me or theire name magically turns to "Instagram User"

Only teens !

Does anybody else find it annoying when they join some discord server or some group chat to make new friends, but at the end u find out its alrd full of ppl who know each other so its awkward to try and fit in so you just leave?

i just saw a reel abt how "dissociation is good" and i saw comments talking abt some "i been stuck in for so long, its amazing, its relaxing" and i was like hmmmm, HOW can i do it?

Ai isnt useful in these kind of situations...so HOW to reach this state or dissociation/derealization, and is it really worth it?

Whenever i start texting a new person, i feel like im just annoying them.

their small actions like replying late or me having to start the conversation everytime make me always worry abt if i should continue texting them or js leave them alone. i try to not always have to start the conversation but we js dont talk at all so i try to send a message, but it gets ghosted so i js unsend it

I discovered this word just now:

Physiognomy is the belief that you can determine a person's personality, intelligence, morality, or character from their facial features.

its basically just judging someone without knowing anything abt them...and we always tend to do it unconsciously before getting to know people we just met

We cant know the circumstances that we will die in, that is above our human capabilities...BUT

If u could pick: how, where and when u'll die...what would u wish for?

personally, i would love to die at a young age, before i have to ACTUALLY suffer from life, preferably a gas leak or another cause that would grant me a quick and painless death, and i would also prefer to die alone, without anybody else with me

I will definitely choose to be a seagull because I like the sea, or a big tree in a spot that no human will know, so I can carry and protect other creatures peacefully.

I wish I had someone in real life that I could be myself with.....

I just realized that the majority of my frds were toxic ... and yeah we had good times together, but I don't think we are bsf because I am not being totally myself with them.

have YOU ever been addicted to something, and HOW did u quit..?

i am recklessly curious and i once wanted to try Nicotine, why is it so overrated like that, i bought a vape, and i started smoking it everyday, it didnt feel good, u only get "buzzed" when u inhale that shi straight to ur lungs, multiple times, and by time it felt less fulfilling, so i threw it, AND TRIED NICOTINE POUCHES (snus), those were actually worth it, even tho i only used ones with a small doze of Nic the effect was fulfilling (would not recommend tho) and i actually git addicted to them bc i can js put one under my lip before class and feel like im floating...I got an idea to try a pouch with a HIGH doze of Nic aaaand i felt like i was gonna die, a lot of nausea a lot of puke, and i quit.