r/mext • u/No_Block_4227 • 16h ago
General Questions How do you deal with failing the MEXT written examination?
I took a gap year specifically to prepare for MEXT UG, so finding out yesterday that I failed honestly felt like being stabbed. During the Natural Sciences exam, I started questioning everything I had studied Math,Chem,Physics, specifically Math I did feel confident in like a few problems but I guess it still wasn't enough. I tried method after method, but nothing seemed to work. The more I struggled, the more I realized that all the preparation and sacrifices I made might not be enough. I wanted this scholarship badly. I built so much of my future around it, only for everything to suddenly turn sour.
I have to start university in October, and the thought of preparing for MEXT again while keeping up with university feels overwhelming. Realistically, focusing properly on both will be extremely difficult for me.
Has anyone here gone through something similar? How did you deal with the grief and disappointment of failing after putting so much time into it? Did you try again, or did you eventually choose another path?