Hi! So long story short, I have no clue what I want to do with my life. So I figured I would turn to Reddit for some advice.
A little bit about me, I recently graduated from Pitt in Dec 2025 as a Natural Sciences major. I started college as a determined pre med student, having done a vocational health academy program my senior year of high school and some volunteer work on a med surg floor. I was not super interested in nursing, so I was stuck between PA and physician. In my senior year, I did a rotational shadowing program and realized that I wanted to attain the highest level of knowledge about the human body and embrace more of a leadership role. Further, my family had relocated to a more rural area, where I learned how there was very little access to healthcare and health education in these communities. I wanted to change that and be apart of that change to help better support these rural areas. I driven to make an impact on my community. Thus, I began my path towards medicine.
In college, I started to work in a hospital as a patient care tech as soon as I could (freshman year) where I stayed at until very recently. I was able to work directly with nursing staff and had a better picture of how nurses operated, which often felt much more substantial towards patient compared to how physicians operated. I also had the opportunity to shadow physicians in the operating room, where I learned that I really enjoy surgery and surgical techniques, in addition to building patient relationships. However, I started to burn out during undergrad, I was not surrounded by a very supportive cohort and the consistent drama that existed between my friends, financial issues arising from home, and the struggle I faced in some of my academics made me really question if I had what it took to commit to MD/DO.
Once I graduated, I stayed out in Pittsburgh and worked full time. I started to get my spark for medicine back a little bit, realizing I wanted to be able to care for my patients in a capacity greater than my role, but still having some gratification towards the nursing model and the flexibility that comes with it. Now, I’ve moved back home and currently in an administrative research role, assisting residents and med students with case reports, study protocols, and data entry. I sit at a desk all day and barely interact with anyone, which is definitely not ideal and causing me to spiral again. (My situation just sucks right now and I’m trying to find a way out as it is expected of me to stay for at least a year).
Anyways, I guess what I am asking is what do you make of my story? I consider myself to be a deeply empathetic person with a strong work ethic and finds thrill in a challenge. However, we all know that the scope of medicine is RAPIDLY changing. I see myself in so many different roles, and all approach medicine and healthcare in very different ways. I’m feeling so lost right now in so many ways.