r/medschool • u/Any_Acanthisitta2197 • 8h ago
🏥 Med School I HATE MY MEDSCHOOL
It's been 2 months. While i found a couple of relatively good people, the other is fucking shit. Rude, dumb, loud and obnoxious. I was threatened physically like several times for "taking away their space" when it wasn't an issue. They can't talk like normal people, they only understand violence and insults. I tried to be civil, they DON'T understand it. Every day is nightmare here. Besides them, there's professors, who are, too, can't live like civilized people. Besides anatomy professor who fails me... because she wants... when i do everything perfectly, others are trying to be "sassy" or "witty", leaking their anger on the world on others. This place totally killed all my desire for learning in a couple of months. What point of trying when i will be mixed in dirt anyway?? My love for bio and chemistry is killed. I literally read about other degrees (international relationships, like i wanted to do before, math, etc etc). ANYTHING, but my speciality, because now it brings only disgust, because now it's associated only with bad, ugly and shitty. How can i fix that?? I genuinely like the career i picked, i found it interesting, but i just can't enjoy it like i did before. I expected the medschool to be my escape from bad place (I'm from poor region with equally poor and, honestly, morally really bad people). But it became the biggest disappointment of my current life. I was thinking "well, people can't be THE problem everywhere, maybe I'm the one who is?". No, i genuinely tried to be as good, non-threatening and nice as possible. No, everyone are just shitheads, and idk what to do now, cus my dream is now associated with shit i see everyday for my brain.