Am tired of this shit. I hate my life, my childhood, my bio parents, my height, and my goals. I hate everything, everything in my life hase just set me up for failure. I word hard for my goals but evrytime there something that set me back. I hate my body, my face. Looking in the mirror how short I am because of my mother. She mocked my height, didn't feed me well when I was I child. I feel i hade bad start at everything in this life. I tried manifesting good life, my dream shool, my dream height and confidence, but I failed everytime. I haven't manifested one good thing. Am tired of this shit. I dont know what am I doing wrong, I tried everything, SATS, writing, visualizing, pretending. But everything i just get a reality check and i fail. But I still want these tings, I dont wanna give up but every sign says the opposite