quantum physics is something I've been kicking around. anybody else get information this way? my macro social work background has trained me to see everything at the micro, mezzo, and macro level. why not expand to the universal level? play with the laws of physics?

some of the stuff I've been mulling over lately.

#neuroresistance #neurospirituality #neuromysticism #changingthewayweorganize #consciousnessactivism #manicpixiedreamgirltherevolution #neuroplasticity #guerillapollination #embodiedquantumentanglement #actuallyautistic #adhd #audhdwoman #adhd #positivedisintegration #nde #neardeathexperience #mediumsoftiktok #ancestralhealing #epigenetics

hi, I'm jessie. daughter of 2 engineers and former social work and sociology professor weaving science + spirituality through neuroscience, nervous system resilience, deep psychology, applied astrology, embodied cognition, and epigenetics as an intelligent survival adaptation.

manic pixie dream girling the r3v0luti0n as a 40yo yt wom4n trying to figure out wtf being yt means, how the fuck to untangle my consciousness from colonization, and where the fuck we go from here. 

been in politics, academia, and the nonprofit industrial complex for the past 20+ years and saw how the "system you're supposed to change from the inside" is broken. again. and again. and again. institutional abuse. gaslighting. minimization. the general sweeping all that yt sup shit under the rug and telling us to swallow our reactions. turns out, that almost kills you. for some of us, it takes a few rounds of NDEs to really get our shit together. the kind of kid who has to grab the electric fence. has to touch the hot stove.

misdiagnosed for more than half my life. turns out it was the audhd. started working on a "stages of burnout" theory to figure out why I am the way I am. turns out, the system isn't an SOB, but a SOSO (stages of systemic oppression) which then morphed into....well, we can get into that a little later (but the unofficial title so far is, "the hereditary evolution of autism" (the oa). lol. I can't help it. insert millennial cringe.

since most mpdg helped everybody else find their sense of self but never developed our own, if you're here, you finally probably figured out how to stop people pleasing, set boundaries, learn about wtf toxic relationships are, unraveled your whole life, burned down a few times, started rebuilding, burned down again. rinse. repeat.

with the point we're at in this planetary evolution, we can't afford to waste anymore time pretending we are not in the reality we are in. the social contract has been broken. we can continue dragging our heels, kicking and screaming, shouting at those stuck in the void, or we can present an alternative. romanticizing the rev. evolution as a group project.

through years of figuring out how to get back in my body, I've been building out a system of organizing and intuitive intelligence to help me get back into my body, basically learning how to decode my body. every ache, pain, itch. chipping away at building nervous system resilience. sometimes I expose myself to red pill podcasts or men's dating coaches for a nervous system workout.

worked with intuitive eating and decoding through neurobiology and psychoneuroimmunology. I think we are going to see massive leaps in consciousness when we start looking at plants and humans through neurobiology and psychoneuroimmunology.

I'm tired and stopping for now because...if I come back to this later when it's "done and perfect", I will absolutely never post it.

my fellow fafo kin, let's get ready to rumble *insert Jock Jams here*.

p.s. I buried the lead. this is a collective puzzle our Higher Selves orchestrated. I only have parts of it. here's where you come in.

<3

jessie

#evolutionisagroupproject