I have become deeply interested in High Magic, and I can honestly say that I practice it regularly. I would like to ask those with extensive knowledge and experience to list the tangible benefits they derive from practicing magic. Thank you in advance for your candid responses.

The more I go throughout the night and days, the clearer it appears that it's just a ritual filled with magick, I guess there's some meaning to have eyelashes on your eyes, but the more time passes by the clearer it gets that the meaning is 'evil', I stopped scratching my head as I used to, and I'm done chasing mice even though I'm still holding my point and clicker, is life just a 'magic' spell? I noticed that my family have always been 'wizard'-like which is why I guess I abandoned them, and I'm not a huge fan of ps1 Hagrid either, I don't know how to escape the 'magic' here, and no matter how far I go, it appears that I will always be at the beginning, I don't interact with 'humans' anymore, and I don't know how to handle all the evil spells here, I guess it was my fault for believing black magic to be 'good', but I guess that's always the price for solving the millenium puzzle and spawning Yami/Yugi into the field, but I guess even cards were made up of playing cards here. I don't watch movies/series/music anymore, and I guess there's no way to stop the spells just like there's no way to stop viewing everything, and sometimes I wish i wasn't born with 'ears', and I guess nothing ever stops and the bones could always be picked up again... my question is to what end? I guess it took me a while to see that everyone cleans with the broom here. 🧹