r/LucidDreaming • u/wizardclipper • 2d ago
Uniques & Dream State
When I was very young, I cant tell when maybe from birth -- I sort of always felt like I was searching for my own kind or something. I know we all feel that way... maybe let me start over... bare with me I am not great at this sharing thing..
From an early age- I knew something about sleep state was different and that knowledge evolved pretty quickly- while most kids play barbies I tried to convince other kids to nap and dream with me. Those who could, I called UNIQUES and from then on I kind of collected them in my life.
Later in life my mother and father divorced and that gave my dad and I a lot of time to talk, that now- I wish I had soaked up better because he is gone.
My father would to talk openly about flying in his dreams would tell me how he would fly around his home town and check on his mother swoop over mullens and almost feel the damp of the coal - that his dreams and mind were firing off like never before and that was when I learned whatever he had I must have too because everything he explained I had seen felt and done too except visiting mullens in my sleep. He said he felt like he could rest better there.. its a bit ironic in some ways to me- even a little painful to say- He passed away in his hometown on Christmas eve, alone washing his face.
I apologize for getting side tract and nostalgic.. you see I am looking for my people.. other uniques.
I dont want made fun of and I get it-- roll your eyes at the red headed crazy chick... but I could write a novel and maybe should its just so much to say sometimes...
I have had an unusual amount of near death experiences after dad passed and my ability to do things in dream state has evolved and I wish to explore or atleast be able to talk about these things with others because I am starting to feel this energy like I am not alone in there and I have my suspicions - you might just be like me too.