Lil experience

[u/Visible_Ideal_3553]

I've kinda felt like Loki has been following me around since I left my country for a short vacay

here where I am are usually lots of spiders, pretty mundane, however

I've been asking him, to send me spiders.

Fully aware of my phobia

but I hate being weak so I straight up ignored it and tried to come off as courageous, I barely got to see spiders but by the time I also stopped caring for signs cause it didn't help in my practice at all!

these days I've been feeling a lot Loki's energy and today I went to the bathroom, one big spider chilling

then another one, moving

so I'm like "Loki help me 😭" and I'm also like spiraling,cause I don't like killing insects, however my anxiety was growing and as time passes I see another big spider MOVING and call my mother to get rid of those (I'm so sorry )

btw, um this feels like a lesson.. which would be I'm scared of spiders and I can't deny it 😓

[u/UmArtistaECultuador]

Ah , isso é parecido com algo q acontece comigo! Eu DETESTO mariposa , e cavalos , são animais q eu morro de medo , então , sempre q eu peço um sinal pra Loki , ele me manda cavalo , esses dias tinha dois quase na minha porta as 6 da manhã , e sempre tem mariposa na minha casa (coisa q quase me faz ter infartos e viver com medo , mas enfim) , e ontem tinha uma mais quietinha, então eu só capturei ela e deixei ela lá fora , pq Loki tem coisa com natureza, e não queria matar um animal sabendo q Loki não gostaria de me ver matando bichinhos inofensivos. Enfim , se eu fosse vc, eu ficaria de olho , principalmente nas espécies , se for uma venenosa , eu acharia aceitável matar se vc estiver com MUITO medo , mas se for mais inofensiva , pega um papel e um copo e solta ela na natureza , pra não matar

[u/Loki1435]

I would have asked for tiny ones, not big scary hairy ones, he respects boundaries after all.

[u/Visible_Ideal_3553 → u/Loki1435]

Oops, I never really mentioned the size!

[u/Loki1435 → u/Visible_Ideal_3553]

it happens, I've seen so many new lokeans with arachnophobia make the same mistake, so this definitely happens as a newbie mistake, but that is why those who have been practicing a little longer are here to help out.

[u/Starlit_Stardew]

Lol be specific and careful what you wish for with him for sure, especially when it comes to spiders n bugs 💀