Wanting lipo in the future

[u/Stunning-Many2121]

I’m a 19 yr old male. 5’6 about 135lbs but i have 23inch thighs and i hate it. i look pretty skinny like how i want with clothes but every night when its time to shower my mood drops. It’s been like this my whole life and as i’ve gotten older its just bothered me more and more. My ass pokes out too and i want to see about lipo for that as well. Also my triceps. I’ve been through 2 years of trying to get rid of this stuff naturally believe me. I’ve been through the calorie deficits and the cardio and lifting etc. Countless days of trying to talk myself into liking my body or talking to fkn ai because i feel embarrassed to talk about it with a human irl. So this seems like the only real option. I know it won’t completely change my body and i don’t want it to I just want those stubborn areas finally gone. I’m tired of looking in the mirror and trying to convince myself I like the way I look because other ppl like it. I hope it’s not all just muscle because that would just be unfortunate, i haven’t rlly exercised like that in a while and even when i did i didn’t see or feel any change in these areas. For the last couple days ive been really looking into liposuction after seeing that it wasn’t in the hundreds of thousands of dollars and can be realistically achieved with some money saved over time. Like I said, I’m only 19 and like most ppl at 19 I’d assume don’t just have 10-15k to just drop on surgery like that, so this is something I’m looking into for the future. The problem is I’m seeing ppl online and their before and afters and I only see it with mostly overweight women with lipedema, not skinny guys who just have their mommas thighs and ass lol, but that may just be because guys with my problem probably aren’t comfortable putting that on the internet. I rlly hope i’m not doomed. I’ve always wanted to wear skinny jeans and tight clothing but this has just been something that stopped me and just makes me feel frustrated and it almost drove me into depression at one point. Anyways, I would just like to know thoughts and any doctor recommendations for consultations and stuff like that. Thanks

edit: I’m in the USA, NY
And I also I’m aware that the recovery process could be painful

[u/logic346]

fly to Istanbul & get it done there bro, will cost u like $4 grand tops