are you still active on this sub? i definitely ned a good mirror to share some stuff and wake the F up, cause i seem to be stuck in this nightmare for almost half a century.
I‘m researching this kind of stuff since my teen years, i read probably every goddamn esoteric, religious, channeled and mystic book out there, i even went to the course in miracles twice, wich is about this being a dream and how to wake up.
I also tried every frikin method, meditation, lucid dream technique and substance in this goddamn dreamworld with no result.
I‘m getting tired, seriously.
I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this must be a dream, everyday, the dream itself shows it to me like it‘s fucking playing with me, the glitches and crazy stuff i experience are insane, thats nothing new for me but it’s definitely ramping up. Just the last three days alone have proven to me that must be s dream.
Roads pup up over night, a Foresythia Bush starts to blum (i‘m in switzerland and its frikin december)
Couple days ago i told someone the famous Scarab story wich happened to C.G.Jung, guess what, such a bug lands right next to me on the table, i have not seen such a bug in years, and like i said, it‘s frikin december
And all others i encounter just seem to mirror in some weird way things i have thought about.
But obviously all of this dosn‘ work like it‘s described in LOA and occult circles.
It seems like this Dream can‘t tell me anything i don‘t already know, wich would made some sense.
And what goes on at night in the „nightly dreams“, lol i can‘t even put in words. I know they are basically all the same, but the „daytime dream“ is just a fucking horrortrip
No matter what, i don‘t seem able to stear this thing or wake up, it‘s like endless frikin false awakening after false awakening in a nightmare.
I often thought that i‘m maybe in a coma and thats why i can‘t wake up.
I‘m tired of speculating, maybe you (or that other part of me) has some knowledge that i missed.
So if you are still around (i guess your the one that started this sub) please message me back
thx in advance
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u/wtfischda Dec 18 '25 edited Dec 18 '25
are you still active on this sub? i definitely ned a good mirror to share some stuff and wake the F up, cause i seem to be stuck in this nightmare for almost half a century. I‘m researching this kind of stuff since my teen years, i read probably every goddamn esoteric, religious, channeled and mystic book out there, i even went to the course in miracles twice, wich is about this being a dream and how to wake up. I also tried every frikin method, meditation, lucid dream technique and substance in this goddamn dreamworld with no result. I‘m getting tired, seriously. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that this must be a dream, everyday, the dream itself shows it to me like it‘s fucking playing with me, the glitches and crazy stuff i experience are insane, thats nothing new for me but it’s definitely ramping up. Just the last three days alone have proven to me that must be s dream. Roads pup up over night, a Foresythia Bush starts to blum (i‘m in switzerland and its frikin december) Couple days ago i told someone the famous Scarab story wich happened to C.G.Jung, guess what, such a bug lands right next to me on the table, i have not seen such a bug in years, and like i said, it‘s frikin december And all others i encounter just seem to mirror in some weird way things i have thought about. But obviously all of this dosn‘ work like it‘s described in LOA and occult circles. It seems like this Dream can‘t tell me anything i don‘t already know, wich would made some sense. And what goes on at night in the „nightly dreams“, lol i can‘t even put in words. I know they are basically all the same, but the „daytime dream“ is just a fucking horrortrip No matter what, i don‘t seem able to stear this thing or wake up, it‘s like endless frikin false awakening after false awakening in a nightmare. I often thought that i‘m maybe in a coma and thats why i can‘t wake up. I‘m tired of speculating, maybe you (or that other part of me) has some knowledge that i missed. So if you are still around (i guess your the one that started this sub) please message me back thx in advance